Monday, February 16, 2009

Friday, February 13, 2009

I Just Don't Know Anymore

Let's see what should I write. Should I start with how my mom thinks I HATE her? Should I go on about how I'm starting to feel like Matt is pulling away from me or I'm boring him or something? Should I go into detail about how I think I'm making my best friends life horrible? Hmmm.....What about my grandfathers health or better yet my uncles? Should I start about my cat being in heat for almost a month? Do I need to begin with what's happening with my mom and her moving and everything? Do I need to talk about how I've been dealing with my depression and PTSD a lot lately and it's starting to take it's toll?

I don't know where to begin. There is so much I could talk about but alas if I do this and talk about my problems then people come along as say that I talk about my self too much or that I am wrapped up with myself. What the fuck do they know? I mean honestly. I have issues. I don't try to put them on anyone else but I do write about them. When people ask I tell them how I am. Not like I walk up to people and go, "Hey, my name is Krystal. My life is shyt because of ......." I don't do that. I only answer honestly what people ask me. Then I ask them pretty much the same thing back. Is it my fault that either:

A.) They don't talk about their life
or
B.) They have a wonderful life
or
C.) They are an ass

I mean honestly. What am I supposed to do?

>screams<

Tell me someone.