Monday, January 21, 2008

My Not So Faerie Tale Life

Okay so this is for everyone that I don't talk to on a day to day basis and just so you all know what's happening in my life. Let's start from a little before the holidays. A week or so before Thanksgiving I came home from living in North Carolina with Andrew (biggest mistake of my life was moving but I digress). I was already upset about having to come home but I dealt with it. When I got here I kept trying to call Andrew and he never picked up well come to find out a few days later he breaks up with me online. It hurt me a lot because I loved him and I couldn't believe he could do something like that to me. Well, he sent my stuff down with his parents but excluded a few things (the expensive things...and my pants). Well, a few days later I see he started dating someone and then come to find out in the long run it was a guy. Whatever I was cool being friends and I started to date my 2 years crush Matt (thank you Jason Trego). Everything was going great and then Andrew had to start shit with me saying I was being a bitch and everything when I only wanted my stuff back and I was willing to wait until they got the money to send it to me. Well that feud ended and then this happened. A few days before Christmas my mom and Mike(step dad) split up. I was at first very happy about this and now it seems like hell. I hate the man don't get me wrong but he has been the only father I have ever really known. Needless to say my Christmas sucked because of that Me and mom started looking for an apartment and she suggested to him that he gets an apartment and we keep the house. Mike was game and he found an apartment but it wasn't going to be ready until February 1st. We could all deal so he stayed here. We were all jumping for joy. Then my mom started to date this guy that lives across the street(Jimmy). I love the guy I really do except he drinks.....a lot. So now I have to deal with being at home with Mike alone when I'm not running away to Matt's or Becky's because my mom is off having "fun" with her new boy toy. Fine and dandy. Then my best friend Brittany out of all this is grounded. It's okay I could deal (going through withdraw now though). Well, Christmas comes and goes. The only good part was I got cool presents and I went to Matt's grandparents then he came over. Well, here comes the new years. Everything is going smoothly now. There is a whole process worked out and everything. I find out that my grandfather is in the hospital from a breathing attack. Fuck my luck. This had me upset. Well, it's new years eve and I'm at Matt's and I ended up being able to stay the night. Awesomeness. Over the process of the next couple of days I visit my grandfather in the hospital and he looks really bad. Time goes by and at the beginning of last week we find this out. The apartment for Mike fell through and he's getting a loan to keep the house. We can stay as long as we want/need. Okay, this fucking sucks. Then my mom looks for a place to live. She finds a trailer in Crumpton for $10,000 and lot rent is only $240 a month. Damn, double whammy. Now I have to move but not just to town no...all the way to Crumpton. Oh, and did I tell you that through all of this my mom is slowly becoming an alcoholic. Hurray for me. NOT!!! Anyway, then today I find out there is a ray of hope. The trailer was sold on Saturday and there is a place for sale in town. AWESOME!!!! So we'll see what happens from here on out. I'll keep you posted. I love you all. I miss you Brittany. Oh and I left some stuff out. I'm going to NC this weekend to get my shit back, I have to move away from Matt (who now lives like 2 minutes away...I can deal I suppose), and I can get a job if we move to town.

No comments:

Post a Comment