WHO IN THE HELL DOES THAT TYPE OF SHYT!?!?!?! HONESTLY!?!?!?!

This is really bothering me. My mom and me have been having issues for some time now but I haven't really said anything to her. Last year around Christmas she separated from the man that I've known as "dad" since I was 3. This was fine with me because he was jerk and always treated me like shyt. Well, while we are still living with him trying to get a place my mom decides that she is going to date the guy that lives across the street. She would disappear for weekends at a time and I would always get bombarded with questions like, "Where did your mother go?", "Who is she fucking now?", "She's with Jimmy isn't she?", and others along the same line. The truth was that she went to a hotel, to fuck Jimmy. I can understand why she left the man but come on while your living in his house do you have to be going around openly fucking the neighbor? No, you don't. She could have waited until we were out of there. At the end of January/beginning of February we finally found a trailer for sale in the trailer park in town.

Whilst all of this was going on, I had come home for the holidays in November from my boyfriends house. While I had been home we had had a very hard break up. I realized that all he wanted was a fucking and to take all of my shyt from me like my iPod, PS2, very expensive clothing and books, movies, and many other things that meant A LOT to me. I was already upset with this happening and I had no where to go because my best friend was grounded for 2 months. So I turned to my neighbor and Athena. Me and Athena had been friends since I was in 7th or 8th grade and my neighbor and I had been friends since his 9th grade year. They are both a year younger than me and I am 19. After a while me and my neighbor realized that we were perfect for each other so we started dating, and have been ever since. Athena was also dealing with he own parental problems at the moment too so we grew closer.

So, mom decided to buy the trailer in the trailer park for $13,000. She borrowed the money from my grandparents and has been paying it back to them slowly, well at least she did for the first few months. So she went back and forth between Jimmy and her ex for the next few months until she finally realized that her ex wasn't for her and she wanted to be with Jimmy. Well, that was all fine and dandy except for the fact that he is a racist, alcoholic bastard. While Jimmy and my mom were separated I began to grow close to my moms friend Patricia that she works with and the only place I could hang out with her was here at the trailer. When Jimmy came back into the picture that ass chased her away and I barely get to see her anymore. I still see my boyfriend (the neighbor) and I hang out with Athena all of the time, but that's not the point. Like right now Patricia needs me and I can't help her because I can never see her. WTF!?!? And Patricia was supposed to be my mom's friend but alas that has changed completely because my mom has become an utter bitch toward everyone because of Jimmy. Well, my mom had some dreams about her ex and now she is scared of him so she wants to move far away, oh, and Jimmy is running from the cops.....let's not forget that detail. So now they want to move away, I am being forced out of my home, and Athena doesn't want to live at home anymore. So when I tell my mom that I'll take the trailer and pay for it and stuff she because a bitch and is like well I need a few thousand to get out of here. Well, when I tell her that I was going to try and borrow a few thousand from my grand parents she bitched and was like they won't give it to you and I haven't even told them that we are leaving yet. WTF!?!?! They are her own parents and she isn't telling them what is happening. My grandfather is practically on his death bed and she wants to leave and go to probably AZ or OK? Who does that? And Jimmy is probably going to screw her over anyway like he has done since they have been together from the beginning. Oh, and she just acquired a new baby grandson. WHO IN THE HELL DOES THAT TYPE OF SHYT!?!?!?! HONESTLY!?!?!?! >screams< I don't know what to do anymore.