Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Lost

I don't understand life anymore. I don't know why people are always blaming me for EVERYTHING. I don't do it all. I try to be happy. I try but it never works. Oh well. I give up. I give up on happiness. I give up dreams. I just give up. I am lost. I feel like I am spiraling down and I will keep going. ALWAYS!!!! I try. Is that not good enough? What the hell? What did I do to deserve everything that life has given me. So here it is out right.

I am sorry. I am sorry Andrew for apparently being bitch (when I was just stating the facts). I am sorry Karen for causing you grief. I am sorry Mom for being so depressed and keeping thing from you. I am sorry Cara for not being able to be your big sister. I am sorry Jared for the same. I am sorry Mr. Joe that I guess I was rude to you. I am sorry Brittany for not always be there for you when you needed me. I am sorry Becky for not being there for you also and always leaning my problems on you when you have enough of your own. I am sorry Kelsey for not being your shoulder to cry on. I am sorry Mike for being a bad daughter. I am sorry Jason for being a horrible sister. I am sorry Heather for not listening to you. I am sorry Matthew and Hope for leaving. I am sorry Matt for not being a happy girlfriend and if I am causing you any grief. I am sorry Jason T. for calling you to cheer me up. I am sorry I try to move on and forget my past. I am sorry that I believed I could be loved. I am sorry. I am sorry for it all and more.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

I HATE PEOPLE

Yeah I said it. I mean it too. And I don't mean everyday people I mean specific people. You probably know who I am talking about if you know me. How do I know if everything you said was the truth? I believe you are lying to me about it all. You never loved me. You never planned to love me. You don't want me as a friend. You don't want to tell the truth. I bet you every word that comes out of your mouth has been a fucking lie. I was wrong about you and I guess I always have been. Fuck you. And news for your new girlfriend. If she thinks I am after you I am not. I don't want you back and I never will. Been there done that don't want it back. And again I say FUCK YOU!!!!!

Okay yeah I wrote this. The person I wrote this about read it and flipped. But I was angry. Oh well. People write things when they are angry. I never said names. So there. And the thing about the girlfriend. The FU was to her personally. I hate chicks like that. I try to be friends with someone even though I may be angry about what they did to me and then that chick has to go and be a bitch to me. That fucking pisses me off to no end. I don't get it. I don't understand any of this. I guess I was just too fucked up for him to handle. Oh well. His lose I say.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Unpredictable - Skye Sweetnam

When everyday is the same old routine
People change it up and you've been nice to me

I don't like to blend in with the croud
I don't like to be quite I like it loud
I'm spontaneous, delirious and all between
Live like there's no tomorrow
Know what I mean

I hate when things are simple and so plain
Don't wanna be the same
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tame
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable

I can't stand to be understandable
I can't control that I am uncontrolable
Don't be so uptight
Just let it go
Do the unexpected or you'll never know

I hate when things are simple and so plain
Don't wanna be the same
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tam
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
(Don't wanna be the same)
(Don't wanna be tame)

I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tame
And I hate when things are boring and undamed
And I know, I know, I don't want it to be the same

I hate when things are simple and so plain
Don't wanna be the same
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tame
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable

Billy S- Skye Sweetnam

Wake up tired, Monday mornings suck,
It's way too early to catch a bus,
Why conform without a fuss,
Daddy Daddy, no, I don't wanna go to school, woo!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Teachers treat us all like clones,
Sit up straight, take off your headphones,
I don't blame them, they get paid,
Money money, woo, lot's of money money, woo!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out!
To skip or not to skip? that is the question.
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out,
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!

Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!

Thursday, November 8, 2007

When I Close My Eyes

You no longer are here
but you still control my life
I close my eyes and see your face
I dream only nightmares
You ruined my life
Made me believe that I could be happy
You only caused me more pain
You don't deserve the life you live
Plagueing my every thought
Happiness is becoming just a dream
I have a muse now and a love
But you keep me from seeing
You keep me from feeling
I no longer wish you to be here
But you haunt me like a ghost from my past
What did I do to deserve this
Your hands torture me the same way
When I close my eyes
I hear my screams
I see your face
Trying to close the door to the past
Like smoke it covers all around me
Each tear a reminder
Every breath a fight not to surrender
Throat cloes up
All goes black
Screaming inside
When I close my eyes
Can I believe this is real
Don't understand why
Haunted, plagued, and tortured
Everyday a battle to be won
You no longer are here
But you still control my life

Dream

I turn to see your smile
But it's been stolen from me
In its place is emptiness
No laughter
No tears
You are not even there
I search to find you
And only lose myself
Screams escape into the cold
White smoke from my breath all I can see
I long for you to be near
I am lost without you
What has changed to make this so
I never wanted to let you go
You are my soul
Shadows swallow me whole
Tears cover my face
Without you here
Save me from this solitude
Prove your existence
or was it all a dream?

Friday, November 2, 2007

Hmmm.....True Happiness

True happiness. I have finally discovered what that really means. It means having the love of your life by your side through the ups and the downs of everyday. It means having a best friend no a sister that is there for you and understands what makes you happy and what makes you sad and even what makes you just seem mellow to the world. It means family that is there for you every step of the way even though the choices you make may be hard on them too. It means best friends that tell you how much they love you and can make you laugh even when you are miles and miles apart. It means becoming part of someone else's family and them welcoming you with open arms. True Happiness. It means having a brother that has your back and is there to protect you even when you only stub your toe. It means having a mother that loves you and holds you close and you can still feel those arms tight around you when you seems like you are an eternity apart. It means a nephew that tells you he loves you and understands that you will be coming home and you love him just as much. It means a niece that can put a smile on your face and let you understand part of what makes life worth living. True happiness. It means a step father that no matter how tough things got and even when he yelled you still knew that some where in there he does love you. It means gaining a new sister that loves you and looks up to you. It means gaining a another brother who sees you as another person that he can hangout with and he can trust. It means another person that you can look up to like a mom but you know will never replace your own mom and she doesn't want to. It means a new dad that accepts you for who you are and doesn't ask questions. True happiness. It means realizing that having a father wasn't something you needed in order to succeed in life and that all along you had someone that wanted to fill that place. It means that you grow up and know that life has it twists and turns but there will always be people that have your back. It means discovering a new life but keeping the people from the old one close to your heart and never letting go. It means love. True happiness. I realize now that I was close to having all of these things but I never realized them until I left them behind. In reality though I never left them they are in my heart and a few are still here with me. I miss everyone but I know they understand. I have discovered what true happiness is I only hope that someday everyone else will.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Keep Going

I am screaming inside for someone to set me free
I turn around to see you but all I get are whispers
You are part of me as I am a part of you
Every passing moment terror crosses my mind
I know that soon it will be ok and peace I will find
I am loved by you and nothing else matters
I love you my sister for being there to catch me
I love you my friend for being there to listen
I love you my mother for holding me closely
I love you my brother for making me strong
I love you my family for supporting my every step
I love you my love for teaching me everything will be ok
I listen with my heart and speak with my mind
I know that there is no turning back but there is still time
Looking forward with every step every motion of the day
The screaming is becoming a whispers
And now I see your face
You are honesty and trust
You are truth and you are love
You are the very air that I breathe
The very essence of my soul
You are a part of me as I am a part of you
The whispers turned to silence
Your face I hold in my hands
I know that I can keep going
And I will because you have given me the chance

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Scared

Have you ever been so scared of something that just thinking about it makes your stomach churn. I am so scared that I am going to screw things up once again in life and another thing that I hold dear will be ripped from me. I love Andrew with all of my heart and someday I want to make a life with him. I am living with him and his family now and everything is great. The thing that he doesn't know is that every night when he leaves to go to work I cry. I don't cry because I miss every one. Of course yeah I miss them but that isn't something to cry about that is a choice I made and I believe so far that I have made the best choice for me. I am so incredibly scared that I will fuck this up and I'm going to do something wrong. I don't know what exactly because I would never intentionally hurt anyone but I just have this fear down inside of me. Maybe he'll get tired of me being around, maybe I'll whine too much, maybe his family will end up hating me (I don't know how but maybe) I don't know the possibilities are endless. Yeah I know this is probably the stupidest thing to be upset about but I can't help it. I love him. More than I have loved anything else in life. He is funny, handsome, nice, everything you could wish for in a man and then some. I know I'm stupid you can say it but I had to get that off of my chest.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

There For You- Flyleaf

Sometimes I'm selfish fake
You're always a true friend
And I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry, cry

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you

North Carolina

Okay so I finally moved to NC to live with the love of my life Andrew. This is one of the greatest things I have ever done. I feel so complete and so happy. There is no mistake made this time. *knock on wood* I miss everyone back home of course but life is great here other than that. It is so peaceful and quaint. Andrew and I do great together as a couple too. The only problem I really have is that I get disappointed or depressed when he has to leave to go to work. I love him so much and it is a great feeling to sleep in the comforting arms of the one that you love. I did get kinda upset today though because he went to the fire station and I told him not to be too long because we were watching a movie together and I was enjoying sitting in his arms but yeah, he took FOREVER. Yeah no big deal but it was the first time since I came down here that we have actually had US time and then it got taken away because as soon as he got home he had to go to work. Needless to say I am a wee bit more depressed tonight than the other nights but oh well no big I still love him and he did apologize. I just want some me and him time just for like one day or one night or BOTH!!!! Oh well I love him and this is something that I'll have to handle because he is of course a fire fighter.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Broken - Seether Feat. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know that
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away...
I keep your photograph and
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away


You gone away, you don't feel me here anymore

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


Cause I’m broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

~Instrumental~

Cause I’m broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away...

~Shorter Instrumental~

Cause I’m Broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone...


You gone away, you don’t feel me here anymore

Thursday, October 11, 2007

You Tear Down My Walls

You tear down my walls
You feel what I feel
When my eyes fill with tears you do the same
When my face smiles happy I see your grin
I reach out to be with you
But life pulls me away
You are my best friend
Friends to the end
You’ve known me through heart break
Stood by me through pain
You are more than my friend
You my sister to the end
I will never leave your side
When you cry I will hold you close
When you laugh I will join
When you hate life I’ll tell you why it’s so good
I keep pushing you to move forward
When you want to go back
You're my sister
You're myself
You're my best friend
And there's nobody else

Swallow- Emilie Autumn

I'll tell the truth: all of my songs
Are pretty much the *@!%ing same
I'm not a faerie but I see
More than this life so I became
This creature representing more to you
Than just another girl
And if I had a chance to change my mind
I wouldn't for the world
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I don't want to be a legend
Oh well that's a god damned lie - I do
To say I do this for the people
I admit is hardly true
You tell me everything's all right
As though it's something you've been through
You think this torment is romantic
Well it's not except to you
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

Low tide and high tea
The oysters are waiting for me
If I'm not there on time
I'll send my emissary
If I photoshop you
Out of every picture I could
Go quietly quiet
But would that do any good
Will it hurt? No it won't
Then what am I so afraid of
Filthy victorians
They made me what I'm made of
The brighter the light
The darker the shadow
I don't need a minder
I've made up my mind
Go away

Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

Monday, October 1, 2007

If You Still Believe - Elsa Raven

This song plays in the beginning of a PS1 game called Legend of Dragoon. It's a very beautiful song.

I had a dream that I could fly
I can feel each moment as time goes by
We'd never be too far away,
You would always be here, I heard you say

I never thought
Thought that it would be our last goodbye
(our last goodbye.)
I still can dream
That one day love will fall out from the sky

Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
(do you believe?)
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love
(do you still believe?)

Find a way to bring back yesterday
Find a way to love
I hope we stay
When tomorrow becomes today
Love will find a way

I'll be waiting for you, in my heart you are the one
If I cannot find you, I will look up to the sun
(do you believe, do you believe?)
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love

Do you believe?
Do you believe?

Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
(do you believe?)
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love

Do you believe?

When You Live -Damone

all the lost kisses
and runaway tears
can't fix what your good mom and dad
have been saving in pictures
for all of these years
and it's sad...

everything fades to black
yeah

all your selfish friends
play their monologue games
and mock everything that i am.
but i don't let it face me
'cause they're all the same
don't be one of them.

'cause the lights
will go down on your show
and as the scenes roll by...
there's something i wanted to say to you:

[chorus:]
when you live, live with your soul
not with your time.
when you love, love with your heart.
not with your mind.
when you want to be something the world can define,
open up your eyes.

accidents happen,
and confidence fails.
but that's not what i'm trying to say.
there this look in your eyes
that's been killing me here
for days...

so as the night drags on,
there's this i've been meaning to say to you:

[chorus]

you can't fake it here
you can't fake it here
you can try all you want
but you'll break in here.
you can laugh it off.
tell your friends i'm soft.
you can cry, you can scream
but i'll brush it off.
you're not listening
you're not listening to
anything i'm trying to say.

[chorus x's 2]

you can't fake it here
open up your eyes
open up your eyes

Life!!!!!

Okay so I am so totally tired of all the BS that has been happening lately I just want to break down a cry my eyes out until I've cried so much no more tears will come. The moment that my life starts looking up everything else has to turn to shit. I have the greatest best friend in the world and the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. I plan on moving to North Carolina to live with him in less than 3 weeks. I was so happy just having him back in my life but actually living with him it's like a miracle or something. Anyway, I was actually totally and complete happy for the only time in my life except when I was a probably a baby. Childhood fucking sucked because I was scared of who might be right around the corner to lay their fucking hands on me next. To top it all off his family is awesome. I've only met then twice and I feel as though they are my family too. So life is going great or at least it was. Well my mom found out about the whole moving down there thing. Fine and dandy I wanted her to know. She gets pissed so now things between my mom and me are kinda no not kinda really stressful. As if that wasn't bad enough she started smoking again claiming I was the reason. WTF? I am not gonna take the blame for her killing herself. Well, that was some time ago so anyway Heather starts bitching about having to find another babysitter. Hello, the state pays me, they will pay someone else. So anyway yesterday I got to see my friend bobbie whom I haven't seen in 2 month so we decide to hang out. Her father flips out on her saying that he had to come home from work because her sister said she went missing. I felt bad because I thought she had gotten in trouble for climbing on the cliff. This made me feel even worse. Well before that Andrew's parents bought me minutes for my phone, all fine and dandy I suppose but I felt so special because my parents would never do anything like that. The way that they treat me makes me feel more wanted by them than I ever have by my own parents. It seems like lately too that my mom has begun to act like my step father the jerk that he is and Mike is all nice to me. As though my mom thinks that that will make me stay. I'm not staying. I could be in the best situation here and still leave because I want to be with Andrew. Yeah, it sucks because I am leaving my friends, it really sucks but if they are truely my friends I know they will understand and be happy that I am happy well will be happy. Oh and the icing on the cake. My sleeping pattern has been sucking lately, my whole body aches from head to toe and my stomache hurts. Anyway this is a thank you to every that is helping me through this rough spot right now. Thanks Brittany. Thanks Kelsey, even though I haven't talked to you in a while being your friend still helps. Thanks Andrew. Thanks to Hope and Matthew. Thanks Mrs. Karen and Mr. Joe. Thanks Cara. Thanks Jared. Thanks Becky. And anyone else I forgot thanks for being there and always being by my side. So here's my birthday wish: I want my mom to be happy that I am happy for once in my life.

Monday, September 24, 2007

You Never Know What You Have Until You Lose It.

You never know what you have until you lose it. This is the one of the truest statement I have ever heard. In my life I have known many people some are still here whilst others are gone. The greatest people I know are Brittany, Kelsey and Andrew. The latter of the the three I have know the longest. He is my love, my life. I met Andrew during the 2003-2004 school year. He became one of my closest friends. I can still remember writing letters back and forth everyday in Mr. Wellers class. Back then I didn't know what I had and I didn't know how life would be now. A couple of years passed and I had my boyfriends whilst he had his girlfriends. 11th grade finally came and we had Ms. Comforts cooking class together. It was fun. It actually made me look forward to something in school. Andrew at the time had a girl friend and over the months that progressed I finally realized that I had feelings for him. I was to scared to tell him and then it was too late. I didn't want to get in the way of his relationship and he was moving all the way to Montana. When he left I cried. I felt like I was losing my best friend, myself. I didn't think I would ever be able to see him again. We talked a few times on the phone but it was never the same until finally we lost each others phone numbers. About a year later Andrew came back into my life. We started talking and he asked me out. It was the best time of my life. A few days later he broke up with me for his ex. Yeah I was upset, I was pissed, I felt like my heart had been ripped from my chest. I had finally gotten the love that I wanted but it was taken away. Somehow, I understood that somewhere inside of him he loved her. Over the time that they were together our friendship was torn because she didn't allow him to speak with me. I respected her wishes and stayed away. A few months later my neighbor and friend Matt walked to my house and told me, "Andrew wants you to call him as soon as possible" That night I called him and the first words I heard were I'm sorry. I was forgiving because I understood what had happened. We talked for hours and finally our friendship grew stronger and then he asked me back out. I loved him and I do love him. I of course said yes. Ever since those words left my lips I have known that I made the right choice back in 9th grade to get to know the shy kid sitting in the corner that no one seemed to care about. I love Andrew with all of my heart. I trust him more than I could ever trust myself. His kiss, his touch, the very words he speaks can take away my pain and my sorrow. I could be on the edge of sanity and he pulls me back and holds me gently. He keeps me soaring high and catches me when I fall. I can feel deep within that he will always be here. Always in my life. Life has tried to take him from me twice it will not succeed again. I never knew what I had until I lost him when he moved. I never knew what love was until I met him. Like I said the truest statement I've ever heard is "You never know what you have until you lose it."

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Drama Drama Drama...Yay....NOT!!!

Life is so great only because Brittany, Andrew, and Kelsey are in it. This is so fucking ridiculous. My mom, well, she started smoking again. That's the beginning of it all. Well, actually that just happened let's start at the real beginning. I started dating Andrew Collins (the best guy ever) again and it is going great. Sanity is still with me so far in my story of life. Well, not too long after we started going out he asked me to move in with him and of course I said yes. The sad part of this is that he lives all the way in North Carolina, bye bye mom, bye bye friends. Well, not exactly, of course they will still be a big part of my life (Love you Brittany....Love you Kelsey...Love You everyone else). I had a few moments where I was like do I really want to go that far away from everyone I care about, except Andrew and his family of course. By the way his family is the greatest, I adopt them as my own, practically after meeting them twice. You don't even know. Anyway back to the story. So I decide yeah I need to get away from here and I want to spend the rest of my life with the guy of my dreams. Well, my mom found out a few things about Andrew that I didn't have the chance to tell her because MY COUSIN WAS HERE!!! You want to know how...huh...huh...do ya. One of the people I trusted *cough cough* Heather (my sister in law) told her. My mom then believed that I was NEVER GOING TO TELL HER. WTF? I mean she's my mom and I tell her everything .....except the moving up there but I was going to tell her when the time was right. Anyway, so a few weeks later I ask my mom about going to spend the weekend in Elkton with Andrew to go to his brother's wedding. She says "Next your going to be telling me that you are moving down there with him" Well come to find out she figured out that me and him had already talked about it. So I get the Ok and spend the weekend with Andrew. This whole freaking time for like a month me and my best friend aren't able see each other because of all of the plans I had. It was starting to get to me but it was a chance to see Andrew. The only chance I get to see him until October 20th....my birthday. I'm leaving on the 21st or 22nd. Anyway, so then a few days ago my mom sits me down for "a talk". More like a hey-let-me-control-your-life-moment. She's like "well if he hurts you I can't come get you. You don't even know if you guy will work well as a couple. You won't be just 2 hours away so I can get you. And you won't know anyone there. And you moving in adds more responsibility on his mother" well excuse me mom 1. I love him with all my heart and he loves me. 2. What about when I move to Russia or Norway for a year, I won't know anyone there and well for christs sake I won't know the fucking language. 3. I am going to get a job 4. I'll be helping her around the house and with the kids. Then my step dad (the ass hole of the universe) is all like "what about college next year are you going to come back up here to go to college or are you going to just throw it away like your brother." 1. I'm not Jason 2. I will go to college where ever even if it is in North Carolina. Sigh. (Breathe krystal breathe) So yeah there was this whole shpeal about that and I get on the phone and have like a mental break down at 11:30 PM with Andrew but he cheered me up. Then I finally get to make plans with my best friend brittany. I went to her house last night and we had fun and I reassure her that I was coming back to see her like all the time and I was moving back up here at some point to be with her and everyone else. Well then tonight she came over here. I was sitting in the living room on the phone and I notice a pack of Cigarettes on the table. I look at my mom and ask her whose they are and they were hers. Damn it she worked to FUCKING hard to get to where she is and she threw it way. For what...."STRESS" OMFG!!!! I have stress every day of my life. I go to sleep crying my eyes out like every night you want talk about stress. She's all like "Yeah I have to worry about a $5,000 car bill and that's not it either." Is that a guilt trip or what? I know that me moving to North Carolina is bothering her but there is no fucking way I am taking the blame for her smoking again. Well when she said that that made we want to cry and thank god I was on the phone with Andrew at the time and Brittany is over or I would have lost it and I'd still be lost right now. DAMN IT!!! This is fucking ridiculous like I said. Everything has to be MY fault. JESUS!!!! What the hell did I ever do to deserve this. My mom is acting more and more like my step father every day. I can't wait to leave here and get away from the drama. I can actually go to a place where I feel wanted. No offense to everyone that wants me to stay. My parents keep trying to control my life and every since last month that control has gotten stronger like they will make my life a living hell until I turn 18 in less than a month. I hate this. I love everyone dearly and I love my mom. But enough is enough. Like I've said 1,000 times "I'd be moving out anyway even if I had to live in a cardboard box on the side of the road"

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

THE KIDS

I got the kids this week. 11 Days to be exact...god help me for agreeing to watching them. I love them to death... well, I mean I have to love them they are my niece and nephew but GOD HELP ME. Well at least mom and Mike get them on the weeknights and weekends. Matthew never shuts up but he is adorable. It's going to be Hope that causes the major problem. DAMN IT!!! It's going to be 11 days of "But Aunt Kystal", "He's Lying", and whining. Way too much whining. >Sigh<

Monday, June 18, 2007

Summer

I HATE THE SUMMER! It's like everything round goes desolate. There is no sound within the walls of summer that one wishes to hear. The sounds of friendship are the closest thing to humanity but it seems that over the summer friends become more sparse and then you're left alone to wonder what could have possibly happened. I HATE THE SUMMER! As for my family well let's just say it isn't too great either. My mom and Mike are still fighting like usual and she keeps telling me that she wants to leave him but it's hard because TODAY is their 13 year anniversary. I say that she should kick him to the curb anyway because he never gives her the respect that she deserves. I HATE THE SUMMER! My mom and my brother are also fighting due to the fact that he missed my graduation. My mom says he's lying about him popping the tires on the van and that he got into a wreck, and my brother says that they ran over a piece of metal in the road. My opinion..... he may have hit the metal to pop the tires but what the HELL happened to looking where you are going while driving. If there was a piece of metal that damn big in the middle of the road don't you think you could GO AROUND it. I HATE THE SUMMER! Also it would have been reasonable for him to pick up the phone and actually call someone so that people like me wouldn't get pissed off at the whole damn world because my brother wasn't there for my graduation. I HATE THE SUMMER! Summer gives you all of the time in the world to think about the things that have happened in your life. For example Sunday, I was sitting there in the Geo on the way to town, painful headache pounding but still listening to music. Then it hit me my life SUCKS! For the most part anyway. I am not going to go into detail about everything but here is a bit that has happened to me.... I nearly died when my mom was pregnant with me, I nearly died at birth, my brother tried to choke me to death, my mom was going to put me up for adoption, something else....(don't want to say some things on here).....my grandfather who is like a father to me is dying, my grandmother was in the hospital and if we hadn't of made her go she would probably be dead, I had the scare that my mom may have had cancer, one of my closest friends died while the other one turned her back on the world and became something that she never should have been. I HATE THE SUMMER! Can you tell that my summer isn't going to great. I suppose that the only thing that is good that has happened so far this summer is that I have had the initiative to start working on my autobiography and my fantasy novel. I also got to talk to my friend Steven and he gave me the motive to write a poem. Other than that...you probably know what I am going to say....I HATE THE SUMMER!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

His Poem

I close my eyes to the pain
And whipser to myself
That there is someone that exists
That can make it disappear
Then I think about you
And the pain seems to ease
Then I speak my thoughts to you
And it all goes away
I close my eyes to see you
But you aren't completely there
Maybe some day I'll see you face
Because you really will be here
I close my eyes and wait
For the day my dream will come true
The day that we can be
Not just a me and a you
I dream of seeing you here
Instead of only in my dreams
I wipe away the tears
Because I know within my heart
That me dreams are all fantasy
And fantasy is never truth

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

2000 Question Survey

Thought I Couldn't Top It, Huh? OVER 2000 Questions! (Truly the Longest!)
Time and date right now::12:38 PM; May 1, 2007
When do you think you'll finish this?:today
How far do you think you'll get?:all the way
How far do you want to get?:all the way
By the way, someone plagiarized my previous surveys.
=>This or That<=
Pie or cake?:pie
Chocolate or vanilla?:vanilla
Black or white?:black
Ceiling or floor?:ceiling
Couch or bed?:couch
Cough or sneeze?:cough
On or off?:off
Closed or open?:closed
Brush or comb?:brush
Long or short?:short
Big or small?:small
Wet or dry?:dry
Under or over?:under
Top or bottom?:bottom
Fly or fall?:fly
Smile or frown?:smie
Tears of joy or tears of sorrow?:tears of joy
Hot or cold?:cold
Warm or cool?:warm
Rough or smooth?:smooth
Cat or dog?:cat
Snake or bird?:snake
Shark or T-Rex?:shark
Past or present?:present
Science fiction or fantasy?:fantasy
Dull or sharp?:sharp
Live forever or die young?:live forever
Books or television?:books
Jump or skip?:skip
Fast or slow?:fast
Run or walk?:walk
Guy or girl?:girl
Disney or Warner Brothers?:Disney
Belle or Jasmine?:Belle
Gaston or Cruella Deville?:Gaston
Food or friends?:friends
Colors or black and white?:colors
Cute or pretty?:pretty
Good or evil?:good
Fruits or vegetables?:fruits
Milk or juice?:juice
Hot chocolate or gingerale?:Ginger Ale
Beer or wine?:wine
Movies or cartoons?:movies
Pillow or blanket?:blanket
Moon or stars?:stars
Sky or sea?:sky
Explode or implode?:implode
Tree or flower?:flower
Coke or pepsi?:Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King?:Burger King
Mountain Dew or Sprite?:Sprite
Ketchup or mustard?:mustard
Meats or veggies?:veggies
Straps or strapless?:straps
Water or Gatorade?:water
PS2 or Xbox 360?:PS2
History or geography?:geography
English or literature? (Yes, there's a difference.):literature
Geometry or algebra?:geometry
Basketball or volleyball?:basketball
Basketball or soccer?:basketball
Basketball or tennis?:basketball
Basketball or baseball?:basketball
Basketball or football?:basketball
Basketball or swimming?:swimming
Volleyball or soccer?:soccer
Volleyball or tennis?:tennis
Volleyball or baseball?:baseball
Volleyball or football?:football
Volleyball or swimming?:swimming
Soccer or tennis?:soccer
Soccer or baseball?:soccer
Soccer or football?:soccer
Soccer or swimming?:swimming
Tennis or baseball?:baseball
Tennis or football?:football
Tennis or swimming?:swimming
Baseball or football?:baseball
Baseball or swimming?:swimming
Football or swimming?:swimming
Chinese or Mexican food?:chinese food
Red or orange?:orange
Red or yellow?:red
Red or green?:green
Red or blue?:blue
Red or indigo?:indigo
Red or violet?:violet
Orange or yellow?:orange
Orange or green?:orange
Orange or blue?:orange
Orange or indigo?:indigo
Orange or violet?:violet
Yellow or green?:green
Yellow or blue?:blue
Yellow or indigo?:indigo
Yellow or violet?:violet
Green or blue?:blue
Green or indigo?:indigo
Green or violet?:violet
Indigo or violet?:violet
Fall or summer?:fall
Winter or spring?:spring
Rain or snow?:rain
Mud or dirt?:mud
Snakes or spiders?:snakes
Fido or Fluffy?:fluffy
Rainbows or stars?:stars
Blue or gray sky?:blue sky
Prairies or forests?:forests
Lakes or streams?:streams
Fish or caimans?:caimans
Roses or daffodils?:roses
Bauhaus or Rosetta Stone?:Rosetta Stone
Sisters of Mercy or Skinny Puppy?:Skinny Puppy
Green Day or Fall Out Boy?:Fall Out Boy
From First to Last or My Chemical Romance?:My Chemical Romance
The Monkees or The Beatles?:The Beatles
David Bowie or Billy Idol?:Billy Idol
Helloween or Skid Row?:Helloween
Britney Spears or Vanessa Carlton?:Vanessa Carlton
The Goo Goo Dolls or 3 Doors Down?:3 Doors Down
Duran Duran or Madonna?:Duran Duran
John Williams or Danny Elfman?:Danny Elfman
Mozart or Beethoven?:Beethoven
Men at Work or Men Without Hats?:Men Without Hats
The Arrogant Worms or Voltaire?:Voltaire
Dark Muse or Inkubus Sukkubus?:Dark Muse
Queen or Black Sabbath?:Queen
Rush or Pet Shop Boys?:Pet Shop Boys
Johnny Hates Jazz or Deep Blue Something?:Deep Blue Something
Supertramp or Steppenwolf?:Steppenwolf
Enormous mansion or humble abode?:humble abode
Teaspoon or tablespoon?:teaspoon
China plates or crystal figurines?:crystal figurines
Knife or spork?:spork
Bedroom or basement?:basement
Antiques or chrome?:antiques
Wide screen televisions or ornately-designed windows?:ornately designed windows
Carpet or wood?:wood
Blenders or washing machines?:washing machines
Pen or pencil?:pen
Couch or bed?:couch
Kitchen sink or bathroom sink?:bathroom sink
Diskette or CD Rom?:CD Rom
Sitting on the roof with a friend or swimming in your backyard with them?:swimming in the backyard
Phones or ..phones
Pillow or footrest?:footrest
Sharpies or ducks?:sharpies
Personality quizzes or story quizzes?:story quizzes
Gaia or Neopets?:Neopets
Attempting to use proper grammar or purposely butchering language?:attemping to use proper grammar
Having to read the poetry on Quizilla or writing your own?:writing my own
Roleplaying with strangers or roleplaying with people you know?:roleplaying with people I know
Spending 98019820398123 hours on the 'Net or having a life?:having a life
Falling in love on the 'Net or revealing a deep, dark secret on the Web?:revealing a deep, dark secret on the web
Crying because of an Internet fight or flaming the people involved?:flaming the people involved?
Ignoring a suicide post on a forum or actually doing something about it?:doing something about it
Gold or silver?:silver
Lipstick or lip gloss?:lip gloss
Sunny or rainy?:rainy
Edgar Allan Poe or Oscar Wilde?:Edgar Allan Poe
Johnny Depp or Orlando Bloom?:Johnny Depp
Lindsay Lohan or Hilary Duff?:Hilary Duff
Pringles or Doritos?:Doritos
MTV or VHI?:VH1
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte? (I'd deny liking either if I were you.):Simple Plan
Vampire or mermaid?:Vampire
The Internet or television?:internet
Romantic comedy or romance tragedy?:romance tragedy
Comedy or drama?:drama
Comedy or horror?:horror
Comedy or fantasy?:fantasy
Law and Order: Criminal Intent or Law and Order: SVU?:Law and Order: SVu
The OC or Laguna Beach? (Why have I succumbed to asking this question?):The OC
Blind or deaf?:deaf
Blind or mute?:mute
Mute or deaf?:mute
Shrimp or crab?:crab
Crab or lobster?:lobster
Stickers or stamps?:stickers
VHS or DVD?:DVD
VHS or CD?:CD
CD or DVD?:CD
Paris or New York City?:Paris
Philadelphia or Chicago?:Chicago
MySpace or TagWorld?:MySpace
MySpace or Facebook?:MySpace
Mall goth or TRUE goth?:true goth
Emo or punk?:punk
Emo or prep?:emo
Punk or prep?:punk
Punk or goth?:goth
Goth or prep?:goth
Survey or personality quiz? (Woo! We're past the 200 mark. :D):survey
x Your Dreams, Wishes, and Hopes x
If you could be in the arms of anyone at all...:Mark
If you could visit anyone or anything in the world...:my father
If you could visit anyone or anything...:my father
If you had functioning wings, would you fly away?:Yes
If you met the person you knew you were destined to be with...:I would stay by their side
If you could be anything in the world...:a mother
If you could, what color would you paint the sky?:purple
If you were to make someone's life better, whom would you help?:my mom
How would you help them?:I would make her happy
If you could write a literary masterpiece...:Serpent Rose
If you could cure any disease, what would you cure?:Emphazima
If you could cure any mental illness, what would you cure?:PTSD
If you were to leave on a journey, whom would you take for company?:Brittany
If you could have a superhuman ability, which one would you choose?:the ability to instantly heal others
If you could go back in time, what age would you like to go back to?:I wouldn't
If you could change anything about your past, what would it be?:don't want to talk about it
Are there any memories you wish you didn't have?:yes
If so, what are they?:don't want to talk about it
Did you ever want to be some type of heroic figure?:yes
Who was your idol when you turned ten?:my mom
Why?:because she raised me
What do you want to be when you get older?:a mother and a daycare provider
What do you want your house to look like?:doesn't matter as long as it's a roof over my family's head
What kind of pets do you wish to have?:cats...cats ....and more cats
Where would be the ideal place to live?:in a house
What do you want to accomplish before you die?:happiness
Do you wish to contribute anything to the world?:yes
What would that be?:anything that helps others
Who do you want to be beside right now?:Mark
What do wish you could be doing currently?:Sleeping
What do you want to accomplish to-day?:R & R
What news do you want to hear right now?:That my grand father meraculously got better
What else do you want to hear to-day?:nothing really
Who do you want to talk to currently?:Mark
Who's your current idol?:my mom
Who do you want to kiss right now?:Mark
Who do you want to hug right now?:Mark
One thing you'd like to tell the world is...:Never Give Up
If you could tell the world just one thing about yourself...:ummmm......
If you could tell the world just one thing about your friends...:They are the greatest ever
If you could apologize to everyone, what would you say sorry for?:causing them to worry
If you were to give all your thanks to just one person, who would it be?:my mom
Why would you thank them? (244...):because she raised me and she is my MOM
What do you look Like?
Height::5 ft
Weight::180 lb
Natural hair color::dark brown
Hairstyle::short in back long in front
Hair length::medium
Is it dyed now?:yes
What color?:black and blonde
Skin color::pale
Any freckles?:yes
Birthmarks?:yes
Scars?:yes
What's the story to the answer above?:chased by a lawn mower, fell of a bike..... the list is endless
Do you have oily, dry, or perfect skin?:dry
Eye color::blue, brown, green, gold you tell me they change colors
How long are your eyelashes?:pretty long
Eyebrow length::about that long
Eyebrow thickness::pretty thick but not a mini bush or anything
Eyebrow color::dark brown
Do wear glasses?:yes
What color are the frames?:tanish
The brand::ummm.....
The brand of the lenses::ummm.....
Where did you get them at?:my eye doctor's
Do you wear contacts?:no
What color do they make your eyes?:ummm.....
What brand are they?:ummm.....
Where did you get them?:ummm.....
How long is your nose?:small button type nose
Width::about that wide
What kind is it?:button or something small like that
Shape of lips::the shape that lips normally are
Full or thin?:full
Smile lines?:yes
Frown lines?:yes
What kind of chin do you have?:a normal chin
Length of arms::short
Width of wrists::from the tip of my thumb to the tip of my middle finger
Length of fingers::they are all different
Width of fingers::chubby
Do you have big hands?:no
Length of nails::1/2 inch
Flat stomach?:hell no
Length of legs::short
Cup/condom size? Or is that too personal? (289...I have a long way to go.):too personal
Defining your Personality...
I'm adamant about...:helping others
I'm beautiful in the sense that...:i help others
I cherish...:my friends
I'm determined to...:live my life to the fullest
I enjoy...:hanging out
I'll fight for...:my friends belief and my beliefs
I'd give my life...:for my friends and family and love
My heart is...:open
I'm intelligent in the area of...:life
One thing I try not to joke about is...:abuse
I'd kill for...:my friend's/family's/love's life
I believe love...:can never be lost
I can be mean when I...:get overly annoyed
I can be nice when I...:wake up in morning to when I go to sleep at night
I'll be okay as long as...:you don't push me
Sometimes I pretend to be...:happy
I'm quizzical about...:everything
I revere...:ummm.....
I seek...:true happiness
I try to be...:happy
I understand that...:everything happens for a reason
I vie for...:ummm.....
I wish...:that all of my friends were happy
My Xanadu looks...:like a beautiful forest with a beautiful waterfall and shrine and I have a beautiful white horse and I'm wearing a white dress
If all the world could hear me, I'd yell...:Never give up
Religious zeal is...:Wiccan
How attractive do you think you are? (Scale: 1-5):3
Intelligent?:4
Empathetic?:4
Polite?:4
Respectful?:4
Comical?:4
Mature?:5
Unique?:5
Talkative?:3
Depressed?:4
Friendly?:5
Outgoing?:3
Selfish?:1
Arrogant?:3
Prudent?:3
Self-conscious?:4
How attractive are you thought to be by others?:4
Intelligent?:5
Empathetic?:4
Polite?:4
Respectful?:4
Comical?:5
Mature?:5
Unique?:5
Talkative?:5
Depressed?:2
Friendly?:5
Outgoing?:4
Selfish?:1
Arrogant?:3
Prudent?:3
Self-conscious?:3
Do you care about what others think of your physical appearance?:to an extent
How about your reputation?:yes
Do you care if they think of you as something you're not?:yes
Do you care if they consider your personality annoying?:not really
Do you care about what they think of your beliefs?:to an extent
What does hatred mean to you?:Not being about to stand to even look at the person without feeling of dislike and pain coming into your mind
Do you respect yourself?:yes
Would you ever ignore someone who has been emotionally hurt?:no
Physically?:no
Would you ever intentionally and physically hurt someone?:no
Intentionally and emotionally?:no
Would you ever hurt someone just for fun?:no
Do the means ever justify the ends? (361!):Yes
.Favorites.
Color::Lavender
Number::86
Store::Bell Book and Candle
Book::Woman in the Wall
Story::Thumbalina
Magazine::Cosmopolitain
Television program?::Clean House
Movie::Rent
Series::Angel
Poem::The Raven
Onomatopoeia::Buzz
Verb::Laugh
Paradox::ummm.....
Idiom::ummm.....
Noun::Life
Adjective::soft
Adverb::kindly
Work of fantasy::I Was a Teenage Fairy
Classic work::Frederic Douglas
Contemporary work::Guilty Pleasures
Writer::Laurell K. Hamilton
Children's book::The Cat in the Hat
Fairy tale::Thumbalina
Children's story::Thumbalina
Dictionary brand::Webster
Summer scene::Flowers Blooming
Winter scene::Snow on the Ground
Spring scene::Babies
Fall scene::Leaves Falling
Season::Fall
Planet::Earth
Space feature::Galaxies
Thing about summer::swimming
Thing about winter::snowmen
Thing about spring::flowers
Thing about fall::my birthday
Mammal::Cat
Insect::Butterfly
Arachnid::the dead kind
Fish::Beta
Reptile::Snake
Amphibian::Newt
Science::Herbology
Thing to do during summer::swim
Type of weather::rainy
Bird::Parrot
Thing to do during winter::snow ball fight
Thing to do during spring::plant flowers
Thing to do during fall::my birthday
Nature sound::water fall
Country::Russia
Real location::Pocanos
City::Sudlersville
Culture::Native American
State::Massachusets
Province::Tolchester?
Island::Madagascar
Unreal (unreal in society's eyes) location::The Cliff
Landscape::Cliffs
Place to go in your neighborhood::The Cliff
Italian food::Pizza
Mexican::Quesadea
Indian::(Native American Indian?) Gator Bites
Chinese::Old Bay Chicken
American::Mac and Cheese
French::Fish and Chips
Snack::chips
Pasta::lasagna
Desert::cheesecake
Ice cream flavor::sherbert
Soup::clam chowder
Salad::greek
Pancake::plain
Restaurant::Chinatown Buffet
Fruit::papiya
Vegetable::spinach
Dinner::fried chicken, mac n cheese, and corn
Lunch::pizza
Breakfast::pop tarts
Cereal::Granola
Pop tart::chocolate chip mint
Candy::war heads
Artificial flavor::blue raspberry
Cookie::sugar
Yogurt::trix
Clothing store::hot topic
Outfit::i don't have one
Shoe::vans
Shirt design::tank top
Brand name::tripp
Top::tank
Pants::jeans
Skirt::peasant
Pair of socks::stripped
Color [of clothing]::purple
Subject in school::English
Boy's name::Dimitri
Girl's name::Ariana
Unisex name::Aaron
Music::Electronica
Tree::Willow
Flower::Rose
Pet's name::Fifi
Quote::Hold friendship close to your heart because without friendship you have no heart
Scent::lavender
Adage::
Television channel::235
Day of the week::wednesday
Perfume::Treselle
Radio station::106.5
Cologne::Axe
Sound::Piano
Feeling::happiness
Emotion::happiness
Emotion [to feel]::happiness
Song::Without You
Music artist::Angelspit
Month::October
Religious holiday::Imbolc
Fun holiday::Valentines Day
Obscure holiday::Valentines Day
Videogame::Final Fantasy
Computer game::Joan of Arc
Sport::Basketball
Athlete::ummm.....
Instrument::Harp
Composer::ummm.....
Singer::Mimi from Rent
CD::Rent Soundtrack
Website::photobucket
Word::banana
Famous quote::ummm.....
Famous adage::ummm.....
Slogan::Just do it
Commercial::There aint no bugs on me....with the puppies
Shampoo::Pert Plus
Conditioner::Green Tea
Body wash::Lavender
Soap::Lavender Handmade Soap
(25.1% done.) Lotion::Mint Souffle
x__Odd Questions__x
What color is the bottom of your tongue?:Pink
Your foot?:White
Do you have any medical problems concerning feet?:No
Do you secretly fantasize about George W. Bush?:HELL NO
Do you chew on your homework?:no
Pencils?:no
Do you read the dictionary?:to get a definition
Encyclopedia?:to do research
Atlas?:to get direction
Road map?:to get directions
Do you memorize random facts?:not really
Do you stalk anyone?:no
Does anyone stalk you?:I wouldn't know that would I
Do you collect dust?:no
Lint?:no
Baby teeth?:no
Have you ever thought of becoming a prostitute?:HELL NO
Do you wish prostitution was legal?:HELL NO
Do you use lotion on your feet?:yes
Do you have problems with Canadians?:no
Mexicans?:YES
Americans?:Some
The French?:no
The English?:no
Have you ever played a kazoo?:yes
Have you ever shot someone?:no
Something?:yes
How many pairs of underwear do you own?:about that many
Jeans?:about that many
What ring size are you?:7
Belt size?:16
Have you ever gotten anything amputated?:no
Do you have a calendar from 2001 hanging in your room?:no
Do you eat a lot?:yes
Do you get excited over cameras?:if I am behind them
Do you have a strange obsession with pickles?:no
Poison?:no
Knives?:no
Cheese?:a little
Penguins?:YES
Bald people?:no
Scrawny African children?:no
Midgets?:no
Pirates?:YES
Corny jokes?:no
Are you a virgin?:no
Are you a hermaphrodite?:no
Have you ever tied your tooth to a door to lose it?:no
Do you bite yourself?:sometimes
Cut yourself?:no
Do you get cold sores often?:no
Do you have a cold right now?:no
Do you suffer from chronic migraines?:no
Do you like to touch sharp objects?:yes
Do you have a twitching problem?:no
Are you homicidal?:no
What do you do on the computer?:go on the internet and type stuff
Anything your parents should know about?:no
Are you happy with your life?:i suppose so
Is everybody else happy with your life?:maybe
Do you like 100% white grape juice?:yes
How big is the universe?:about that big
What's the logic behind your answer?:you can't really know how big it is
How many hours of sleep do you get every night?:depends on the night
What do you dream about?:anything and everything
Anything your parents should know about?:no
Do you fall for Internet advertisements?:no
Do you enjoy bungee jumping?:never been
Do you have ..yes
MSN?:no
YIM?:yes
A Neopets account?:yes
A Vampirefreaks account?:yes
A Quizilla account?:no
A Bzoink account?:yes
Do you watch bugs crawl on the floor?:no
Do you follow the bugs that crawl on the floor?:no
Do you get attacked by ladybugs?:no
Are you scared of everything that breathes?:no
Doesn't breathe?:no
Are you scared of anything at all?:yes
What?:spiders, falling, some men, being completely alone
Which cardinal direction do you like best?:east
Do you have a life?:yes
Then why are you taking this?:i am home sick
Do you have a microphone on your computer?:no
A webcam?:no
A scanner?:no
A printer?:yes
A cordless mouse?:no
Does your mouse light up?:yes
What kind of computer do you have?:dell
Were you ever physically abused?:no
Verbally?:no
Sexually?:yes
Do you wish you were a fish?:no
A cat?:maybe
A dog?:no
Do you have a cell phone?:yes
What kind is it?:tracfone
Do you weasel out of things?:no
Do your teachers like you?:yes
Do your parents like you?:yes
Do your siblings like you?:yes
Does karma, if it exists, love you?:yes
Did you have a tail when you were born?:no
Do you enjoy school?:sometimes
Are you a packrat?:yes
Do you know HTML or CSS?:a little
Do you find yourself chewing on anything your fingers have touched?:no
Do you shy away from social situations?:yes
Are you obsessed with shiny things?:yes
Are you at least attracted to them?:yes
Do you know what you're going to get for the holidays?:no
Do you smash guitars or any other type of instrument?:no
Do you label other people?:some
Are you proud of doing so? (Question #620.):no
So. How bad can I make you look?:i don't know you tell me
Do you wash your hands frequently?:when they need it
Do you wet the bed?:no
What age did you stop?:8
Do you lie a lot?:no
Have you lied at all in this survey?:no
Do you forget to brush your teeth frequently?:sometimes
Do you brush your hair?:yes
Do you use antismelly?:deodorant? yes
Do you masturbate?:ummm.....
How frequently?:ummm.....
Are you an alcoholic?:no
A druggie?:no
Do you drink illegally?:no
Do you wear underwear?:yes
Do you change it frequently?:yes
Are you a coward?:sometimes
A loser?:no
An idiot?:sometimes
Do you text talk?:no
Are you a bad friend?:no
Are you untrustworthy?:no
Unreliable?:no
Do you pick your nose?:no
Are you imperfect?:yes everyone is
Ugly?:i think so
Do you have bad hair?:somedays
A big nose?:no
Are you shallow?:no
Greedy?:no
Do you tell people you love them just to get what you want?:i say i love you to get things i want but i mean it too
Do you have any /important/ talents?:not really
Are you impolite?:no
Disrespectful?:no
Sadistic?:no
Are you a pansy?:...hehe no
Are you a conformist?:no
A fan of George W. Bush?:no
Do you have buck teeth?:no
Acne?:no
Mentall illnesses?:yes
Are you fake?:no
Does your breath smell?:everyone's does at some point
Do you have a strong body odor?:if i don't wear deotorant
Do you have bad teeth?:some
Do you have a bull ring through your nose?:no
Are you overweight?:yes
Anorexic?:no
Bulimic?:no
Do you have a piercing in an inappropriate spot on your body?:no
A tattoo?:no
Are you a wannabe?:no
Do you get bad grades?:some
What's your IQ level?:
Are you a bad guesser?:no
Are you slow?:yes
Are you bad at reading people?:yes
Are you too nice for your own good?:yes
Do you have a lot of friends?:yes
Do you give in easily?:sometimes
Are you stubborn?:yes
Are you annoying?:can be
Are you a necrophilliac?:no
Are you incestuous?:no
Is your room messy?:yes
Do you make fun of other people?:if they deserve it
Do you respect your body?:yes
Are you arrogant?:i guess
Do you have low self-esteem?:yes
Are you unique?:yes
Are your hands clammy?:yes
Are you short?:yes
Are you freakishly tall?:no
Do you like Simple Plan?:yes
=>Beliefs<=
Do you believe in the Christian God?:no
Do you believe in magic?:yes
True love?:yes
Heaven?:yes
Hell?:yes
Satan?:no
The Lord and Lady?:yes
The Goddess?:yes
The Greek Gods or Goddesses?:yes
The Pagan Gods or Goddesses?:yes
Are you an atheist?:no
Agnostic?:no
Do you believe in fairies?:yes
Dragons?:yes
Unicorns?:yes
Gollums?:yes
Santa?:no
The Easter Bunny?:no
The Tooth Fairy?:no
Pixies?:yes
Phoenixes?:yes
Elves?:yes
Dwarves?:yes
Mermaids?:yes
Karma?:yes
Immortality?:to an extent.....reincarnation
Do you believe in the Aztec Gods?:yes
Mayan Gods?:yes
Incan Gods?:yes
Do you believe that each different belief creates a new reality?:yes
Do you believe in life on other planets?:yes
Do you believe in the Xqoaest?:huh?
Do you believe in parallel universes?:yes
Do you believe that black holes are time portals?:maybe
Do you believe in Eternity?:yes
Do you believe in evolution?:to a small extent
Do you believe in life after death?:yes
What happens to us after we die?:reincarnated
Do you believe in superheroes?:no
Super villains?:no
Do you believe in Fate?:yes but it can be changed
That everything has a purpose?:yes
Do you believe that everything revolves around money?:no
Sex?:no
Love?:yes
Success?:yes
Making yourself happy?:yes
Making others happy?:yes
Religion?:yes
Politics?:no
Do you believe in miracles?:yes
Angels?:yes
Demons?:yes
Ghosts?:yes
Do you believe there's a someone for everyone?:yes
Do you believe in true, selfless happiness?:yes
Do you believe in selfessness at all?:yes
Do you believe that wishing for something can make it happen?:yes
Do you believe that anything can happen?:yes
...All right, SO. Let's get to the Basics.
Name::Krystal Dawn ______
Age::17
Gender::Female
Nicknames::midget, shorty, whity, giggles, smily, tickles, kris
Aliases::serpent rose, cardinal dawn, sandra cleric
What made you choose them?:my religion and my book
If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?:Keith
Think of the situation above. What would you want your name to be?:Dimitri
If you had a choice, would you drop your last name?:no
What heritage does your first name imply?:ummm.....
What heritage does your middle name imply?:ummm.....
What heritage does your last name imply?:Irish
Place of birth::Maryland
Date of birth::October 20, 1989
Nationality::American
Were you named after anyone?:no
Who?:no one
What side of the family does your name come from?:last name? fathers
Did your parents immigrate?:no
How about your grandparents?:no
Your great grandparents?:maybe
Further back into your family?:yes
Where did they emmigrate from?:that place
Where did they immigrate to?:America
How old are your parents?:my mom is 39
What's your father's name?:William Kenneth _________
Your mother's?:Cynthia Darlene _________
Do you have any siblings?:yes
How old are they?:21
What are their names?:Jason Matthew _________
Do you get along with your family?:yes
Do you wish they were different?:no
Were you ever abused by any member of your family?:no
Were you ever betrayed by a member of your family?:no
Did your family ever disown any other member of your family?:no
If so, why?:ummm.....
Who do you get along with most? (792!):my mom or my brother
...The Ideal Mate
Hair color::black
Hair length::long
Hairstyle::curly
Eye color::green
Skin color::pale
Any makeup?::eyeliner
Clothing style::gothique
Shy or outgoing?::outgoing
Happy or depressed?::happy
Funny or serious?::both
Abusive or kind?::kind
Respectful or perverted?::both
Completely describe their personality::I'll tell you when I find him
This is another space if you need it::ummm.....
Ideal height::5 something
Ideal weight::doesn't matter
Body type::average
Completely describe their appearance::I'll tell you when I find him
This is another space if you need it::ummm.....
Cup size or condom size::ummm.....
Masochistic or sadistic?::neither
Conformist or nonconformist?::nonconformist
Artistic or athletic?:artistic
Intellectual or unintelligent?:intellectual
Complex or simple?:in the middle
What would their hobbies be?:whatever they want
Interests?:doesn't matter
Obsessions:ummm.....
Would they hug you often?:yes
Kiss you often?:yes
Would they frequently tell you that they loved you?:yes
Have you already found your ideal mate?:maybe
Would you have sex often, never, or sometimes?:sometimes
Are you in love?:maybe
What will you do together?:whatever we want
Your ideal date::amusement park or arcade or carnival something fun
Your ideal wedding::in a forest that is open with beautiful surroundings
How many kids?:as many as we want
What will their names be?:Ariana, Dimitri, and whatever else
What do you think they would look like?:Our kids
Will you even have kids?:yes
If not, why?:ummm.....
Will you even get married?:yes
If not, why?:ummm.....
Are you taken or single?:taken
.:Dislikes:.
Least favorite color::yellow
Animal::koala bear
Number::5
President::George W. Bush
Actor::Ben Afleck
Actress::Reese Witherspoon
Director::ummm.....
Celebrity::Brittany Spears
Artist::ummm.....
Illustrator::ummm.....
Poet::Robert Frost
Writer::J.R.R. Tolkien
Band::Any that screams or growls
Musician::ditto
Singer::ditto
Food::peppers
Fruit::honey dew melon
Vegetable::avacodo
Candy::chocolate
Drupe::ummm.....
Candy bar::Hershey Milk Chocolate
Brand of chocolate::Hershey
Skittles flavor::Grape
Month::September
Year::2006
Decade::The Great Depression
Decade::ditto
Millenium::ummm.....
Era::ummm.....
Time period::During the Revolution
Battle of the Civil War::all of them
War::all of them
Battle of WWII::all of it
Battle of American Revolution::all of it other than the winning freedom part
Genius::ummm.....
Genus of plant::Poison Ivy
Flower::Heal All
Tree::Oak
Hair color::Blonde
Eye color::Blue
Fairy tale::Tom Thumb
Disney princess::Jasmine
Disney villain::Cruella Devil
Disney prince::The Beast
Movie character::David (from (i) Fear(/i))
Play character::Eago (from (i)Othello(/i))
Book character::Nikalaos (from (i)Guilty Pleasures(/i))
Musical character::ummm.....
Play::Othello
Musical::ummm.....
Person::Jennifer
Brand of cereal::Cherrios
Brand of battery::Polaroid
Mental illness::all of them
Medication::Zoloft
Serial killer::Lizzi Borden
Poison::all of them
Type of sword::long sword
Type of gun::all of them
Toothpaste brand::ummm.....
Scent::anything that stinks
Type of knife::serated
Taste::perfume
Sound::low frequency
Sexual position::ummm.....
Article of clothing::tub tops
What do you think of...
Ugly people?:as long as they are beautiful on the inside that is all that matters
Pretty people?:as long as they aren't stuck up they are fine
Bald people?:i want to give them some sort of miracle grow for their heads
Scrawny African children?:I want to give them food lots and lots of food
Religion?:be whatever you want as long as you enjoy it and respect it
Politics?:as long as we still have freedom have fun with it
Abortion?:if you can open you legs to have sex you can open your legs to have a baby and open your arms to hold it forever
Church?:if you walk into a church you should either be christian if you are there for the service or admit that you aren't if you are there for someone else (like a wedding)
Separation of church and state?:this is a good thing because every person is not christian
Blondes?:they need to prove to everyone that they are no stupid it's just a color of hair
Brunettes?:it's just a color of hair
Redheads?:it's just a color of hair but they do tend to be more " hotheaded"
Mainstream rock?:it's awesome
Abercrombie?:eh it could be better and made for people that aren't the size of a toothpick
Pop music?:some of it is ok
Classic rock?:it's ok
Roleplaying?:i love it as long as it doesn't have anything not worth reading or doing in it
Emo music?:it's fine
The emo trend?:the look and the trend and the music are all fine but the wanting to die thing is the only thing that I don't like
Ignorance?:ignorance is bliss
Stupidity?:everyone is stupid in atleast one thing
Mental retardation?:people shouldn't be scared of what they don't understand they should discover what it means to them
My friend, Kcaiyettlyinnee?:no clue who they are
Friends?:you should hold friendship close to your heart because without friendship you would have no heart
Disrespect?:you can disrespect everything you want but don't expect to get any respect in return
Immaturity?:you can be as immature as you want when you can be but when you need to be serious or if someone wants you to be a little more seriou you should take that into account
Republicans?:I'm not that into politics
Democrats?:i'm not that into politics
George W. Bush?:I hate the fact that he still has so many troops over there but won't go over there and do anything himself or ask for help from other allies
Your mom? (OH, BURN. xD):I love my mom she raised me and she is the greatest person in the world
My mom?:I don't know your mom but to you you probably think that same as I think about my mom
Me?:ummm.....don't make me go into that
This survey?:it's ok i suppose
Dry walls?:aren' all walls supposed to be dry
Painted walls?:my walls are painted and it make the room stand out more which is AWESOME!!!!
Drugs?:drugs are for loser that think they can't have a life without them but in reality there is PLENTY that you can do without drugs
Alcohol?:alcohol is for loser that think they can't have a life without it but in reality there is PLENTY that you can do without alcohol only drink if it isn't illegal
Prostitution?:prostitution is the slower way to kill yourself suicidally
Premarital sex?:as lon g as you are in love that is fine but you will probably regret doing it when you find out you weren't really in love
Teenage sex?:same as above as long as you take responability for your actions
People?:people could be nicer but the people that matter are nice so that is all that matters
Homosexuality?:you can do whatever you want it's you opinion and you life not mine and if you are into that all power to you
Bisexuality?:same as above
Heterosexuality?:i am a heterosexual and it's considered normal but who really knows what normal is if you like he same sex or the opposite sex should it really matter as long as you are happy
Your classmates?:they could be so much nicer and actually acknowledge my existance some of the time but when I have a class with a friend it makes it all better
Your co-workers?:don't have a job so I wouldn't know
Your job?:same as above
Your abilities?:my abilities are my abilities don't expect me to do anything more than that
Yourself?:I could be better but you know what if people don't like me for who i am then they probably aren't my friend
Your school?:I HATE MY SCHOOL it is full of hypocrites and people that think they own everything including you
Your family?:my family is great. my step dad could be nicer but other than that I love them all
My family?:I don't know you or you family
Your mental health?:I wish it was so much better but things happen for a reason I suppose
My mental health?:I wou;dn't know would I
Falling asleep holding a stuffed animal?:I do that all the time it's very comforting
Your life?:I wish that I had gone a hell of alot smoother but what's done it done no changin that
My life? (What life?):I wouldn't know
The color green?:as long as it is connected to nature I like it
Pickles?:as long as they aren't spice hot I like them
Food?:your making me hungry stop
Electricity?:i could survive without it it wouldn't be as fun but i could
Niagra falls?:never been
Cataracts?:at least there is surgery to fix it
Bridges?:they are fun to go over and look down
Braces?:i've never had them and i feel sorry for those that have had to go through that
Dictionaries?:they are very useful
Television?:depends on the program and who is watching it
Fairy tales?:they are fun to read to children because you hold them in the palm of your hand and you get to see the excitement on their faces
Hollywood?:never been but I wish it was closer
MTV?:they could use better music
.x.Currently.x.
What are you feeling?:tired
Smelling?:pop corn from yesterday
Seeing?:the computer screen and the stuff on the desk
Hearing?:cars and birds
Doing?:typing on this survey
Who are you talking to online?:no one
On the phone?:no one
What room of the house are you in?:living room
Are you cold?:no
Bored?:yes
Warm?:yes
Hot?:no
Do you look nice?:no
What are you wearing?:jogging pants and a T-shirt
Are you eating anything?:no
Drinking anything?:Root Beer
What's your heart rate?:i don't know
BMI?:ummm.....
What brand of shoes are you wearing?:none
What are you wishing for?:mark to get home
What are you worried about?:nothing really
Sad about?:nothing
Happy about?:nothing
Angry about?:nothing
Serious about?:nothing
Laughing about?:nothing
Talking about?:nothing
Typing about?:i am typing the words that you see here
Are you IMing anyone?:no
.o.Friends.o.
Who are your friends?:Brittany, Kelsey, Kristen, Becky, Kelley, Angela, Sara, Bill, Mark, Zack, Eric, Cristi, the list is endless
Your best friends?:Brittany, Kelsey, Kristen, Bill, Zack, Mark
Who do you hang out with most?:Brittany and Mark
Who do you treat the best?:Brittany
Who treats you the best?:Brittany and Mark
Do you even have friends?:yes
If so, why are you taking this survey?:they are in school
Who's the funny one?:Mark
The smart one?:Kristen
The depressed one?:Brittany
The punk?:most of them
The goth?:most of them
The prep?:Bill
The jock?:Bill
The outcast?:Mark
The stupid one?:Zack
The one who you think will kill someone one day?:Zack
The annoying one?:Zack
The hyper one?:Kelsey
The oblivious one?:Kelley
The romantic?:ummm.....
The content one?:Eric
The pervert?:most of them
The liar?:Zack
The cheapskate?:ummm.....
The ominous one?:ummm.....
The disrespectful one?:Zack, Eric
The abusive one?:Angela
The hot one?:Zack
The ugly one?:Eric
The one that hates you?:if they hated me they wouldn't be my friend
The one you hate but hang out with anyway?:if I hated them they wouldn't be my friend
The back-up one?:Brittany..... if you mean they have my back
The fighter?:Kelsey
The lover?:Brittany
The hippie?:Kelley
The druggie?:Zack, Eric
The alcoholic?:Zack, Eric
The one that's recovering?:ummm.....
The one that's in jail?:none
The one that is most likely to be in jail?:Zack
The one that's going to be executed?:nah I don't think anyone would be executed ok maybe Zack
The most likely to be murdered?:Zack
The most likely to be committed to a mental hospital?:Angela
The most likely to stay there forever?:ummm.....
The normal one?:Kristen
The conformist?:Kristen
The nonconformist?:most of them
The masochistic one?:maybe Zack?
The sadistic one?:maybe Zack?
The weird one?:most of them
The musical one?:Brittany
The artistic one?:Kristen
The perfect one?:Brittany
The literary genius?:Kristen
The fugitive?:Zack
The juvenille delinquint?:Zack
The Jewish one?:none
The Christian one?:Kristen
The Buddhist one?:none
The Muslim one?:none
The Hindu one?:none
The Catholic one?:Mark
The Wiccan one?:none
The atheist?:none
The agnostic?:Kelsey
The cutter?:Becky
The anorexic one?:none
The bulimic one?:none
The skinny one?:Cristi
The thin one?:Cristi
The fat one?:it's not nice to call someone fat
The obese one?:ummm.....
The Satanic one?:none
Have you Ever...
Gone on a cruise?:no
Beaten someone up?:no
Been beaten up?:no
Bullied someone?:no
Been bullied?:no
Attempted suicide?:yes
Attempted murder?:no
Nearly died?:yes
Broken the law?:yes
Stolen something?:yes but it was an accident
Had an abortion?:no
Known the president?:no
Had an affair with the president?:no
Met a famous person?:no
Masturbated?:ummm.....
Gotten drunk?:yes
Gotten high?:yes it was contact with the smoke
Had sado-masochistic sex?:no
Had an affair?:no
Been out of the country?:no
Out of state?:yes
Out of your town?:yes
Written a poem?:yes
A story?:yes
A novel?:in the process
A song?:no
Gotten published?:yes
Written a love poem?:yes
Novel?:no
Song?:no
Said that you hated the world?:yes
Finished school?:yes if elementary and middle count
Flunked a grade?:no
Flunked a grade?:no ( repeat questions are really getting annoying)
Flunked a subject?:yes
Read a book for enjoyment?:yes
Bungee jumped?:no
Skydived?:no
Danced?:yes
Been to a dance?:yes
Scuba dived?:no
Broken a bone?:yes
Gotten a nose bleed?:yes
Had an orgasm?:yes
Suffered from psychosis?:ummm.....
Wished you could get away with something?:yes
Thought of killing someone?:yes no one in particular though
Thought of killing yourself?:yes
Saved someone's life?:yes
Saved your own?:yes
Gone to the beach?:yes
Gone fishing?:yes
Gone to an island?:yes
Died in a dream?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:yes
Kissed someone in the rain?:no
Gotten pregnant?:no
Eaten calamari?:yes
Lobster?:yes
Helped anybody during the holidays?:yes
Helped a stranger?:yes
Kissed a stranger?:no
Hugged a stranger?:no
Had sex with a stranger?:no
Can You...
Kiss your elbow?:no
Touch your nose with your tongue?:no
Stick your fist in your mouth?:no
Touch your toes?:yes
Give away money?::yes
Marry a family member?:no
Hire an assassin?:no
Get ahold of drugs?:no
Alcohol?:yes
Stay up all night?:yes
Stay up for /ten/ nights?:no
Finish this survey?:yes
Swim?:yes
Draw well?:yes
Sing well?:yes
Write well?:yes
Eat a box of chocolates in an hour?:yes
Eat an entire package of Oreos in a half an hour?:yes
Without milk?:yes
Predict the future?:yes
Would you Ever...
Sacrifice everything for a friend?:yes
A lover?:yes
Give your life for a friend?:yes
A lover?:yes
Give your life to save a stranger's?:no
Post yourself having sex up on the Internet?:no
Sell yourself?:no
Have cyber sex?:no
Real sex?:yes
With who?:someone that I loved
Here's an extra space if you need one::ummm.....
Lie to a friend?:if I absolutely had to (life or death)
Lie to your parents?:yes
Lie to a lover?:if i absolutely had to (life or death)
Steal from your parents?:no
Hug them in public?:yes
Blow up your house?:no
Abuse someone?:no
Use someone?:no
Recommend this survey to a friend?:yes
Would you ever Be...
A fireman?:no
Policeman?:no
Serial killer?:no
Doctor?:no
Surgeon?:no
Prostitute?:no
Playboy model?:no
Writer?:yes
Artist?:yes
Musician?:yes
Assassin?:no
Ninja?:no
Soldier?:no
President?:no
Darth Vader?:no
Pilot?:no
Mortician?:no
Forensic scientist?:yes
Detective?:yes
Lawyer?:yes
Drug-dealer?:no
Pirate?:yes
Box-carrier?:yes
Store clerk?:yes
Banker?:yes
Criminal?:no
Target?:no
Professional wrestler?:no
Tennis player?:no
Rapper?:no
Country singer?:yes
Pop star?:yes
Actor?:no i'm not a guy but if youmean actress too yes
Plastic surgeon?:no
Why...
Is the sky blue?:because the light reflects
Is the world round?:because it formed that way
Is the world unfair?:because everything can't go the way that you want all of the time
Are most people selfish?:most people aren't selfish but they are because they believe they can never get what they have again
Impolite?:because they believe that people that they want to be friends with will see through that
Disrespectful?:same as above
Conforming?:it's the easy way out
Are there religions?:because everyone has different opinion and views about what will happen to us
Theories?:people need an explanation for everything
Opinions?:people have to have a say in everything
Are humans so intelligent?:are we really intellegent or do we just think we are
Do we need air?:to survive
Do we age?:because time goes by and in order for new life to exist old life has to cease
Do we die?:same as above
Can't pigs fly?:they don't have wings
Is there cheddar cheese in the world?:it makes everything better....lol
Swiss?:same as above
American?:same as two above
Are you taking this?:because i am at home bored and sick
When was the last time...
You brushed your teeth?:this morning
Took a shower?:this morning
Ate?:12 something
Drank?:like 2 minutes ago
Drank an alcoholic beverage?:last summer
Took a pill?:last night
Smoked?:never
You got your photograph taken?:Sunday
You got caught doing something bad?:i don't remember
Had sex?:ummm.....
Dyed your hair?:like a month ago
Hurt someone physically?:sunday on accident
Hurt someone emotionally?:i don't know i hope i never have
Did your homework?:yesterday
Hung out with your friends?:in school yesterday
Got drunk?:3-4 years ago
Got high?:don't remember because I try to forget
Said a good-by to someone?:last night
Greeted someone?:yesterday
Took a survey?:ummm.....
Won a contest?:ummm.....
Went out on a date?:April 7, 2007
Had a strong sexual drive?:ummm.....
=>Word Association<=
Bed.:sleep
Curtains.:shut
Lights.:on
Music.:loud
Candles.:burn
Closet.:closed
Door.:shut
Window.:open
Onomotapoeia.:buzz
Dog.:woof
Cat.:meow
Egypt.:cyro
Corey.:huh
Mirror.:reflection
Case.:suit
Cage.:bird
Cave.:dark
Nutella.:huh
Bird.:sing
Bear.:roar
Death.:dead
Life.:baby
White.:black
Black.:white
Personality.:happy
Pickle.:juice
Dilemna.:problem
Love.:hate
Liberal.:arts
Conservative.:save
Ball.:chain
Moderate.:modist
Inept.:depth
Even more strange Questions
If you could create the world, would you make it a triangle or a square?:triangle
Do you find yourself frequently sounding like Donald Duck with a migraine?:no
Estimating, how many pieces of lined paper have you used this year?:1000
If you were a pen, what kind of pen would you be? (Be specific.):ball point purple ink
If you were a pencil, what kind of pencil would you be?:sharp
What is your favorite thing to highlight?:words
What number can you relate to the most?:86
What would you do if you were a spider?:be killed
A chicken?:chase people
A goose?:chase people
An anteater?:laugh at myself
Name a movie in which you've seen an anteater before: (No documentaries.):does that even exist
If you were a pirate, which sea would you sail?:all seven
Would you rather sell your life or gamble it away?:gamble it away
If you could pay anyone in the world to be your friend, who would it be?:Brittany
Do you think that Bigfoot is really fighting with aliens?:yes
Do you believe tabloids?:some
If you were a tabloid, would you believe in yourself?:yes
Why do you believe tabloids?:because they are funny
Why do you not believe tabloids?:because they make no logical sense
Estimating, how many different tabloids are there?:hundreds
Who do you think is the best Disney supporting actor?:Tinkerbell
Does citrus acid make you happy?:yes
So, really. What's the deal with those blender characters?:ummm.....
On the HB scale, what is your favorite lead?:ummm.....
Do you think PLAGIARISTS should die long and horrible deaths?:yes
What do you think of LYING, CHEATING, and PLAGIARISM?:they shouldn't even exist
How mean do you think PLAGIARISTS are?:very mean
How angry do PLAGIARISTS make /you/ feel?:i have no opinion
Doesn't PLAGIARISM make life suck?:i guess
If PLAGIARISM was a dollar, how much money would you have?:none
If someone PLAGIARIZED you, what would you do?:kick them in the knee
What would you include in a nasty Bzoink e-mail intended for them?:words
Should PLAGIARISTS be pushed off buildings?:no
Should PLAGIARISTS who PLAGIARIZE our survey grovel at our feet?:yes
And should they delete their survey?:yes
Do you think PLAGIARISTS who like fashion are dumb?:no
Do you think Skittles should be evil?:no
Especially when they're feminine?:no
Do you think PLAGIARISTS are the new PURPLE?:no
Do you think cats should eat PLAGIARISTS for breakfast?:no
Dogs?:no
Llamas?:no
Do you think PLAGIARISTS are desperate?:yes
Okay. We're done with the PLAGIARISM questions. For now. :]
Story time!
When was the baby born?:April 16, 1984
Where was the baby born?:New Zealand
Was the baby a girl or a boy?:Girl
Who was the baby born from?:a man and a woman
How much did the baby weigh?:7 lbs 10 ounces
Did the baby cry?:yes
Was the baby switched at birth?:no
What was the baby named?:Ariana Rose
Did the baby have hair?:yes
Were there any abnormalities?:no
Was the baby healthy?:yes
Could the baby smile?:yes
Did the baby see his/her parents right away?:yes
Did the baby ever see his/her parents?:yes
When the baby leave the hospital?:a week later
What was the baby's first word?:mama
When was the baby's first hair cut?:10
When did the baby learn how to crawl?:1/2
Walk?:1
Go to the restroom?:2
When did the baby get his/her nails cut for the first time?:couple months
Toenails?:couple months
When did the baby first get into trouble?:in school
What was it about?:not sharing cookies
Who was the baby's first friend?:Brittany
What was the first song the baby listened to?:Mockingbird
What was the baby's first TV show?:Dragon Tales
What class was the baby born into?:Middle
When was the baby's first vacation?:3
Where was the first park the baby went to?:Wilmar
What was the baby's first Disney classic?:Aladin
First flavor of ice cream::strawberry
What was the baby's first toy?:a rattle
What did the baby's first pillow look like?:a heart
Who was the baby's first PLAGIARIST?:no one
Did the baby hate Skittles?:no
Did the baby have any talents?:yes
Did the baby hate PLAGIARISTS?:yes
What was the name of the toddler's first teacher?:Ms. Boyd
Was the toddler popular?:yes
Did the toddler have nice clothes?:yes
Was the toddler good at writing?:yes
Could the toddler ask questions without PLAGIARIZING?:no
What did the toddler eat for lunch at school?:pizza
What kind of grades did the toddler get?:good
Was the toddler overweight?:no
Was the toddler cute?:yes
Did the toddler like to play Pin-the-Tail-on-the-Donkey?:yes
Did the toddler like to play Duck, Duck, Goose?:yes
Did the toddler like to play kickball?:yes
Did the toddler like to draw?:yes
Did the toddler like to read?:yes
What did the child get for his/her tenth birthday?:a barbie
Who was the child's best friend at this time?:Brittany
What was the child's favorite food?:mac n cheese
What were the child's hobbies?:reading
Was the child intelligent?:yes
Who PLAGIARIZED the child at this time?:no one
Was the child nice to other people?:yes
Did the child PLAGIARIZE other people?:no
Was the child good at mathematics?:yes
Did the child enjoy school?:yes
Who liked the child?:everyone
What was the child's favorite cartoon?:Foster's
What was the child's hair color?:black
What color were the child's eyes?:green
What length was the child's hair?:long
Did the teenager dye his/her hair?:yes
Did the teenager rebel against his/her parents?:yes
What subculture did the teenager fit in?:goth
What kind of clothes did the teenager wear?:gothic
What kind of makeup?:none
What kind of music did the teenager listen to?:elctronica
What kind of friends did the teenager have?:good ones
Who was the teenager's first relationship with?:a guy
What kind of rumors were spread about the teenager?:none
What did the teenager usually do when he/she got home?:sleep
Did the teenager like attention?:no
Was the teenager outgoing?:no
What kind of emotional problems did the teenager deal with?:none
Was the teenager bullied?:no
Did the teenager bully others?:no
What college did the young adult attend?:Chesapeake
What did he/she major in?:Freelance Writing
Who was the young adult's fiancee?:that guy
Did the young adult have a lot of money?:yes
Was the young adult independent?:yes
What kind of job did the young adult have?:story writer
What was the yound adult's area of expertise?:writing
Did the middle-aged person go through a mid-life crisis?:no
Did the middle-aged person have any kids?:yes
What did the middle-aged person do in his/her spare time?:write
What were the names of the middle-aged person's children?:dimitri, rose, and ariel
What were their genders?:1 male, 2 female
Was the senior citizen a grandparent?:yes
Did the senior citizen have any stories to tell?:yes
Did the senior citizen have time to tell all of his/her stories?:yes
How did the senior citizen die?:yes
How many people came to the funeral?:everyone in the town
What does this mean?
Three.:a number
Avid.:ummm.....
Fervor.:ummm.....
Nocent.:ummm.....
Irenic.:ummm.....
Drupe.:ummm.....
Beauty.:pretty, the ability to make others be in awe from your looks or your personality
Perfection.:to do everything right
Ignorant.:no to know what something means
Viridian.:ummm.....
Ironic.:to say or do something and mean another
Noxious.:ummm.....
Life.:what happens to us as we grow older
Happiness.:being content with life and enjoying every moment of it
Adventure.:to go on a trip, however small it may be, that leads you to new places and new people
Purity.:doing nothing wrong; being perfect in a way
Freedom.:not having anyone to tell you what to do; doing what you want
Individuality.:doing something that you want that no one else does or tell you to do; being different
Wonderful.:being exceptionally great
Profugus luminarium.:ummm.....
Momento mori.:ummm.....
Hola, me llama Amour.:hello my name is Amour
Je t'aime.:ummm.....
Mohorovicic discontinuity.:ummm.....
Infamous.:ummm.....
Congenial.:ummm.....
Cordial.:ummm.....
Distribution.:giving out
Contribution.:giving to something
Enigmatic.:ummm.....
Arcane.:ummm.....
Dasani.:ummm.....
La lune.:ummm.....
Insignificant.:meaning nothing; not measuring up
Asylum.:ummm.....
To-morrow. (Yes, I know I spell it with a hyphon - it's the old way.):the day after today
Poetry.:a way to express one's feeling and emotions; telling a story with rythm and beat
Music.:telling a story or emotion with sound
Art.:a visual expression
Literature.:writing
Drama.:acting; over reacting
Stupidity.:being dumb
Death.:when you cease to exist in the world of the living
Talent.:being good at something
Truth.:telling something that is real
Youth.:being young
Forever.:never ending
Romantic.:doing things with the intent of love
Hopeless.:feeling as though you can do nothing and nothing will ever work out for you
Hopeless romantic. (xD):ummm.....
PLAGIARISM.:copying someone elses work
Mainstream.:ummm.....
Knowledge.:understanding something
Wisdom.:knowing things that most people don't
Endurance.:ummm.....
What's Better?
Beauty or love?:love
Wisdom or beauty?:wisdom
Your friend's safety or being beautiful?:my friend's safety
Being loved unconditionally or being famous?:being loved unconditionally
Knowledge or wisdom?:wisdom
Power or pride?:pride
Lying or imprisonment?:lying
Murder or death?:death
Revenge or forgiveness?:forgiveness
Being liked or being respected?:being respected
Heart or brain?:heart
Which Age is this Appropriate For...
Radios.:all ages
Sex.:teens and older
Gardening.:all ages
Lava lamps.:all ages
Black lights.:all ages
Hovercrafts.:no one they don't exist
Cars.:late teens and older
Spaghetti straps.:teens and older
Hopscotch.:all ages
My Little Pony.:little children
Barbies.:little children
Tonka trucks.:little children
Edgar Allan Poe.:middle school and older
MySpace.:late teens and older
The Internet in general.:middle school and older
Neopets.:middle school and older
Quizilla.:teens and older
Vampirefreaks.:late teens and older
Pornography.:adults
Disney.:all ages
Lizzie McGuire.:all ages
Beauty and the Beast.:all ages
Hans Christian Anderson.:middle school and older
Elton John.:adults
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.:all ages
Bauhaus.:ummm.....
Satanism.:none
Biolage.:ummm.....
Hair curlers.:middle school and older
Hairspray.:middle school and older
Nail polish.:middle school and older
Short skirts.:none
Bikinis.:late teens and older
Tanning.:teens and older
Fun.:all ages
Public appearances.:late teens and older
When to form your own band.:teens and older
Playing the piano.:middle school and older
Driver's licence.:late teens and older
Staying home alone.:middle school and older
Drinking.:21 and older
Smoking.:none
Videogames.:depends on the video game
Violent videogames.:teens and older
Mature videogames.:teens and older
Dora the Explorer.:little children
The Little Mermaid.:all ages
Eminem.:teens and older
PLAGIARIZING.:none
Voting.:18 and older
Perfume.:teens and older
Makeup.:teens and older
Accessorizing.:teens and older
Rap.:teens and older
The Girl Next Door.:ummm.....
Finding Nemo.:all ages
Armageddon.:middle school and older
Pirates of the Caribbean.:middle school and older
Water beds.:middle school and older
Masturbation.:ummm.....
Playboy.:adults
Becoming famous.:teens and older
Swearing.:teens and older
Going to war.:adults
Sports.:middle school and older
Having a child.:adults
Getting married.:adults
Living on your own.:adults
Teen Spirit.:teens
Lady Speed Stick.:middle school and older
Cologne.:teens and older
NASA.:adults
Going on a cruise.:adults
College.:adults
Graduating from high school.:late teens
Going to the movies without a parent.:teens and older
Santa Claus.:little children
Easter Bunny.:little children
Tooth fairy.:little children
Bird watching.:all ages
Coin collecting.:all ages
Housekeeping.:adults
Pink Panther.:all ages
Sherlock Holmes.:middle school and older
Oscar Wilde.:ummm.....
RL Stine.:middle school and older
Lemony Snicket.:middle school and older
JK Rowling.:middle school and older
Terry Brooks.:ummm.....
Alvin Schwartz.:ummm.....
JRR Tolkein.:middle school and older
Charles Dickens.:all ages
Ernest Hemingway.:ummm.....
Green Day.:middle school and older
Ghost stories.:middle school and older
Law and Order: SVU.:teens and older
Campfires.:all ages
Sleepovers.:all ages
Sleepover parties.:all ages
American Idol.:teens and older
A figure.:late teens and older
Modeling.:late teens and older
Freckles.:all ages
Whitened teeth.:adults
Plastic surgery.:adults
Advertising on television.:adults
Community service.:late teens and adults
Prison.:adults
The legal adult age.:20
What will Happen/How will the world End?
Giant tornado.:no
Nuclear war.:no
Giant tsunami.:no
A title wave.:no
An asteroid.:sure
Explosion of the sun.:sure
Giant volcanic erruption.:no
Giant freak afternoon tea accident.:ummm.....no
Giant missile crisis.:no
Another Great Depression. Only worse.:ummm.....no
Earthquake.:sure
Penguins will take over the world.:hehehehe....YES
Parrots become the dominant.:ummm.....no
Someone will put heavy metal on a loud speaker, and it'll kill us all.:ummm.....no
Alien invasion.:maybe
Bigfoot will invite his pals over, Bighead, Bighands, and Bigtummy.:lol no
Lochness monster will have children.:ummm.....no
Everyone will turn cannibalistic.:ummm.....no
Everyone will run out of natural resources.:sure
Third Ice Age.:sure
Global warming.:yes
Precambrian Eon will return.:ummm.....
Toxic fumes.:no
Disappearing water.:ummm.....no
Planet collision.:maybe
Termites.:no
George W. Bush will get a third reelection.:no
Everyone will commit suicide.:no
Intergalactic highway construction.:ummm.....
Intergalactic spies like Kiri will take over.:no
PLAGIARISTS will rule the world.:no
Lions will eat us all.:lol no
Cockroaches will rule the world.:ewww no
A pandemic.:ummm.....
The Black Plague will avenge itself.:ummm.....
Mythical creatures will come back and reclaim their world.:yeppers lol
The Big Bang will reoccur.:ummm.....
We'll attempt to conquer an alien world; we'll fail and die.:no
Pesticide will kill all the insects in the world.:no
The Earth will spontaneously combust.:no
We'll leave the universe and get absorbed.:no
Or we'll be sucked into a black hole.:no
We'll all die in our sleep - on the same day.:ummm.....
The world will collapse.:maybe
We'll get hypnotized and die.:no
Genocide.:no
All the money will burn.:no
Cell phones really did cause brain tumors.:ummm.....
What if the Hokey Pokey really /was/ what it's all about?:ummm.....
Karma will kill us.:no
All the stars in the universe will explode at once.:sure
Ghosts will kill us.:sure
A giant fan will blow us away.:no
Pizza Hut will explode.:no
Hair curlers will burn us all.:no
Everyone will get a perm and die of fright from looking at each other.:no
Nobody will use their brain and eventually it'll disappear.:no
Grandmas will turn rabid.:no
PLAGIARISTS will make Reko and Kiri angry.:no
The Mohorovicic Discontinuity will disappear.:ummm.....
Daddy Long Legs will get a larger mouth.:ewwwww no
People get so lazy that their lawn will grow too high to allow sunlight in.:no
Butterflies will steal our organs because they don't have any.:no
Twinkle will succeed as a dictator.:no
Star will become president.:no
Biotech disaster.:no
People will not actually save money switching to Geico.:no
Cingular and Verizon will never join.:no
Pollution.:maybe
Giant feet. o.o:no
Vampires really do exist. (I know I'm switching tenses.):sure
Everyone will become a movie copycat.:no
Pandemonium at football games will get a little too extreme.:no
Someone will say that they're the son of Satan.:no
Born-agains will really shove their religion down everyone's throats.:no
Are these Cliched and Overrated? Or just fine?
Striving to be unique.:cliched and overrated
Mall goth.:cliched and overrated
Punk.:cliched and overrated
Emo.:cliched and overrated
Love.:just fine
Anti-love.:just fine
Pro-war.:just fine
Pro-peace.:just fine
George W. Bush jokes.:cliched and overrated
Smoking.:cliched and overrated
Drinking.:cliched and overrated
Television.:cliched and overrated
MTV.:cliched and overrated
Reformers.:ummmm.......
Showering.:just fine
Partying.:cliched and overrated
Drinking water.:just fine
Physical fitness.:cliched and overrated and just fine ... it depends
Eating.:just fine
The Internet.:cliched and overrated
Sex.:cliched and overrated
Walking.:just fine
Pretending to cut.:cliched and overrated
Having a dog.:cliched and overrated
Sleeping on a bed. (Go S/X/Zarys!):cliched and overrated
Green Day.:cliched and overrated
Fall Out Boy.:cliched and overrated
My Chemical Romance.:cliched and overrated
Cheerleading.:cliched and overrated
Popularity.:cliched and overrated
Pretending to be depressed.:cliched and overrated
Celebrities.:cliched and overrated
Celebrity wannabes.:cliched and overrated
Communication.:just fine
Cell phones.:just fine
Liking thunderstorms.:just fine
Drama.:cliched and overrated
High school.:cliched and overrated
Makeup.:cliched and overrated
Accessories.:cliched and overrated
Clothes. (xD):just fine
Desert.:just fine
The rain.:just fine
Skipping class.:cliched and overrated
Anime/manga.:just fine
Rebels.:just fine
Movies.:just fine
What Would you like to do/Try?
Escargot?:no
Lobster?:it's bangin
Creme brule?:no
Skydiving?:no
Hang gliding?:no
Surfing?:sure
Snowboarding?:sure
Go into space?:no
Go on a cruise?:sure
Fall in love?:YES
Go to Disney World?:yes
Go to Paris?:yes
New York City?:yes
Cairo?:yes
Tokyo?:yes
Dance with a star?:no
Marry a star?:no
Write a novel?:yes
Meet a celebrity?:sure
Do any of These scare You?
Spiders.:yes
Goblins.:no
Rodents.:no
Creatures.:Koala Bears
Bees.:yes
Fire.:to an extent
Death.:no
Old age.:no
Lizards.:no
Crowds.:yes
People.:yes
Butterflies.:no
Blood and gore.:no
Ants.:yes
The unknown.:no
Ghosts.:no
Aliens.:no
Medication.:no
Doctors.:no
Hospitals.:no
Satanism.:no
Nazis.:no
Serial killers.:no
Psychopaths.:no
The mentally ill.:no
Sadists.:no
Dinosaurs.:no
Tornadoes.:yes
Thunderstorms.:yes
Volcanoes.:no
The ocean.:no
Deep water.:no
Redheads. (My sister's scared of them, so. Yeah.):no
Clowns.:yes
Dolls.:no
Mirrors.:no
The dark.:yes
Bloody Mary.:no
Windows.:no
Sharks.:no
Insects.:yes
Eggs. (Kiri insisted on this. x___x):no
People with deformities.:no
Strange people.:yes
Strangers.:no
Failure.:no
Being alone.:yes
The Apocalypse.:no
Pandemics.:no
Being forgotten.:yes
Do You Like...
Pink?:yes
Bald people?:sure
Period-style clothing?:yes
Superman?:no
Bugs?:no
Mud?:yes
Dirt?:yes
Spiderman?:yes
Wonderwoman?:no
Money?:sure
Food?:yes
Beautiful people?:sure
Kids?:yes
Adults?:some
Teenagers?:some
Fruit?:yes
Blue?:yes
Vegetables?:yes
Meat?:no
MySpace?:yes
VF?:yes
Neopets?:yes
Quizilla?:yes
Bzoink?:yes
MSN?:no
..yes
YIM?:yes
Microsoft Word?:yes
Girls?:no
Boys?:yes
Religion?:sure
The radio?:sometimes
Dreaming?:sometimes
Writing?:yes
Drawing?:yes
Roleplaying?:yes
Art?:yes
Literature?:yes
Music?:yes
Drama?:yes
Comedy?:yes
Tragedy?:yes
Romance?:yes
Horror?:yes
Fantasy?:yes
Science fiction?:some
Action?:yes
Anime/manga?:yes
Green Day?:yes
Fall Out Boy?:yes
The emo trend?:some what
Mall goths?:eh
Punk?:sure
Closets?:no
Disney?:yes
Beds?:yes
How many People would it Take To...
Screw in a lightbulb?:1
Build a 5,000 foot monument?:100
Milk a cow?:1
Make a movie?:20
Get a PLAGIARIST off the Internet?:a lot
Find a cure for cancer?:10000000000000
Make a house?:20
Feed a horse?:1
Restrain someone who's out of control?:3
Change a baby's diaper?:1
Create a character?:1
Create a /good/ character?:2
Find the meaning of life?:1
Make dinner?:1
Run a cruise ship?:10
Run a pirate ship?:10
Pillage and plunder?:1
And rifle and loot?:1
And drink up, me hearties, yo ho?:1
Keep Jack Sparrow on that island? Er...Captain. /Captain./ My apologies.:1
Plan a perfect murder?:2
Cause the Apocalypse?:1000000000000000000000000000000
Impeach the president?:10000000000
Vote Bush out of office?:10000000000
Stop PLAGIARISM?:10000000000000
PLAGIARIZE?:1
Write a song?:1
Form a band?:5
Dye hair?:1
Create a salon?:5
Make the perfect family?:3
Change the world?:1
Make things better?:1
Help someone in need?:1
Cheer up a baby?:1
Chear up a 500 year-old baby?:1
Form a crew?:10
Man a ship?:50
Create a website?:1
Make a radio station?:2
Destroy the world?:10000000000
Isn't This Messed Up?
Airline food.:i wouldn't know
Decay.:i suppose
The world.:to an extent
George W. Bush.:yes
The color orange.:no
People pretending to be goths.:yes
PLAGIARISM.:yes
People pretending to be good at making surveys.:yes
People pretending to be punks.:yes
People pretending to be depressed.:yes
People pretending to be mentally ill.:yes
People pretending to be something they're not.:yes
People.:yes
Test rates.:i suppose
Taxes.:sure
The government.:yes
Celebrities.:yes
Obsessive fans of celebrities.:yes
PLAGIARISTS.:yes already
Green Day.:no
The emo trend.:some what
Brainwashing.:yes
War.:yes
Cloning.:yes
Conformists.:yes
Money.:no
Entertainment.:no
Food.:no
Basic things for survival.:no
Television.:no
The way history played out.:no
The future.:no
The present.:no
We always want we can't have.:yes
Once we have it, we don't care.:yes
Aging.:no
Lying.:yes
Lying about your age.:yes
Sexual humor.:no
Sick humor.:yes
Comedy.:no
Bathroom humor.:no
Anti-bacterial soap.:no
Elementary school teachers.:no
Principals.:no
The fact we all have different opinions and no one follows ours.:yes
PLAGIARIZING.:yes
Imply. The word.:no
Copying other peoples' surveys.:yes
Diets.:yes
Having to exercise to stay thin.:yes
Having to do work to survive.:no
Having to do work. Period.:no
Notebooks going as high as only five subjects.:no
Notebooks that only have 70 pages.:yes
Wide-ruled paper.:no
Elementary school.:no
Circles.:no
Slightly oblate spheroids.:ummmmm............
Slightly eccentric elipses.:ummmmm............
P and S waves.:ummmmm............
Oxygen.:no
Co2.:no
H2o.:no
Life.:no
Aliens.:no
Childhood.:no
Adolescence.:no
Adulthood.:no
Meanings.:no
The fact that no one looks in the dictionary anymore to define something.:yes
Disney nowadays.:no
Kagome.:ummmmm............
Pickles.:no
Feet.:no
Noses.:no
Cell membranes.:no
Atoms.:no
Andrew Johnson.:who
Andrew Jackson.:no
The fact that Reko and Kiri aren't perfect...but they're pretty close.:ummmmm............
How...
Are you?:fine
Are you doing?:ok
Have you been?:good
Do you wish you were?:fine
Do you want to die?:in my sleep
Many years can a mountain exist?:forever
Many planets are there?:loads
Many numbers are there?:infinite amounts
Small can things get?:pretty dang small
Big can things get?:pretty big
Will the future turn out for you? Do you have an idea?:no idea
How will the future turn out for me?:don't know either
How 'bout for Kiri?:no clue
Many ways can the world end?:a lot
Many sports are there?:too many
Many colors are in the rainbow?:7
Do you do?:fine
What do you think is evil?
Shampoo.:no
Conditioner.:no
Anime.:no
Walls.:no
Ceilings.:no
Fans.:no
Ceiling fans.:no
Donald Duck.:no
Lie detectors.:no
Smoke detectors.:no
Pedometers.:ummmmm............
Death.:no
The Grim Reaper.:no
Christmas.:no
God.:no
Satan.:sure
Jesus.:no
Satin.:no
Pepsi.:no
Electricity.:no
The Internet.:no
Mashed potatoes.:no
Orange juice.:no
My computer.:no
Reko's grahnddmah.:ummmmm............
Haappii Bouanmey:ummmmm............
Veeahhckomee:ummmmm............
Gaston.:sure
The world.:no
The universe.:no
Spinach.:no
Celery.:no
Escargot.:yes
Pizza Hut.:no
McDonald's.:no
Disney nowadays.:no
Denny's.:no
Top's.:no
Wal-Mart.:no
Wagman's.:ummmmm............
Stores in general.:no
Fish.:no
Birds.:no
Anteaters.:no
Whole milk.:yes
Skittles.:no
PLAGIARISTS.:sure
Cupcakes.:no
MTV.:no
Television.:no
VH1.:no
Comedy Central.:no
MAD TV.:no
Comedy in general.:no
Jessica Simpson.:no
Laughter.:no
Infections.:yes
Viruses.:yes
Doors.:no
Windows.:no
Mirrors.:no
Landmarks.:no
Santa Claus.:no
The Easter Bunny.:no
Tooth fairy.:no
Goths.:no
The Black Plague.:yes
Witches.:no
Wiccans.:no
Black cats.:no
Ladders.:no
Vampires.:no
Werewolves.:no
Gremlins.:no
Leprechauns.:no
Goblins.:no
Gollums.:no
Orcs.:no
Mr. Skinnyhands.:who?
Mortimer Mouse.:yes
Fruitsbasket.:no
Naraku.:who?
Herbal Essences.:no
Head and Shoulders.:no
Biolage.:ummmmm............
Cheap shampoo.:no
Cheap cologne.:no
Boxed hair dye.:no
The number 16.:no
The number 7.:no
The number 16.7 repentant.:no
24 + 2/3.5.:ummmmm............
3.141592654.:no
Sundays.:no
Tuesdays.:no
Thursdays.:no
Lights.:no
The darkness.:no
Roxie Hart.:no
Shirts with words on them.:no
Mean shirts.:no
Stupid shirts.:no
Bikinis for people who haven't reached puberty.:yes
Speedos.:yes
Your House
How many stories is your house?:1
What room are you in?:living room
How many doors does your house have?:to the outside 3, inside 13
Windows?:12
Mirrors?:3
What kind of rug is in your room?:maroon
Your parents' room?:maroon
Sibling's room?:maroon
Bathroom?:tile
Kitchen?:tile and wood
Dining room?:maroon
Living room?:maroon
Do you use your basement?:no basement
Your attic?:no attic
What color is your house?:tan
What color are the walls in your room?:purple and pink
Your parents' room?:white
Sibling's room?:blue
Bathroom?:white
Kitchen?:green
Dining room?:white
Living room?:white
Basement?:no basement
What kind of bed is in your room?:futon bunkbed
Your parents' room?:a queen matress bed
Sibling's room?:full matress bed
Bathroom?:bed in the bathroom?
Kitchen?:bed in the kitchen?
Dining room?:bed in the dining room?
Living room?:there is a sofa and two love seats
Basement?:no basemetn
Is your room messy?:yes
Your parents' room?:yes
Sibling's room?:yes
Kitchen?:yes
Dining room?:yes
Living room?:yes
Basement?:no basement
Attic?:no attic
Do you have a porch?:yes
Do you have a pool?:yes
A trampoline?:yes
A playground?:no
How many acres do you own?:2 i think
Do you live near a forest?:woods
Do you live in the city?:no
In a town?:no
How many people your age live in your neighborhood?:6 i think
Do you associate with your neighbors?:some
Are you at least cordial towards them?:some
Do you share a room?:no
How many computers do you have?:2
How many trash cans?:5
Bathrooms?:2
Bedrooms?:3
Is your kitchen decently sized?:sure
How many sofas?:1
How many televisions?:5
Is your room decently sized?:yes
How many forks are in the silverware drawer?:too many to count
Do you own a dreamcatcher?:yes
Do you have Sharpies nearby?:yes
How many vacuum cleaners?:1
How many pencils do you own?:ummmmm............
How many notebooks do you have near you?:1
How many disks?:like 10
How many CD-Roms?:like 10
How many DVDs?:30 some
How many DVDs do you own?:too manyto count
How big is your musical CD collection?:over 100
Your computer game collection?:10-15
Do you have an iPod?:no
How many songs?:mp3 has 72
Do you have posters on your walls?:yes
How many?:1
Pictures?:yes
How many?:ummmmm............
Calendars?:yes
How many?:1
How much jewelry do you own?:too much
What's your favorite necklace?:my pentagram
Bracelet?:wear green
Pair of earrings?:ear aren't pierced
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:6
Do you have junk drawers?:yes
How many?:10-15
How many dressers do you have?:1
Do you have a nightstand?:no
What's your alarm clock set to?:nothing
How many stuffed animals do you have?:30 some
Do you have a mirror in your room?:no
Do you have hairspray?:no
A disco ball?:no
A lava lamp?:yes
A globe?:no
What kind of sheets do you have?:tinkerbell
Anything printed on them?:star burst thingies
How many tank tops do you own?:ummmmm............
Do you own any Aerosmith CDs?:yes
Bauhaus?:no
Elton John?:no
Do you have the Disney collection?:no
Do you own the Moulin Rouge soundtrack?:no
How many books do you own?:100 some
How many of them have you read?:1/3
Do you have a bookcase in your room?:yes
What's the theme of your room?:faeries
Do you have stars on your ceiling?:no
Do you have a smoke detector in your room?:no
Do you own a copy of The Neverending Story?:yes
The Picture of Dorian Gray?:no
The Last Unicorn?:no
Magic Kingdom for Sale?:no
Anything by Alvin Schwartz?:no
RL Stine?:yes
Almost done.
What time is it?:4:20 PM